Well, before I get to the main point, I ... I know you won't like to hear this, but ... I-I'm leaving soon. I'm going back to London and I ... I don't think I'll be coming back.
W-well ... I'll admit, the only reason I came to SEES was because I wanted to be around Rion ... but he ... doesn't want me around anymore, so I ... --
D-don't blame him for me leaving though! I'm also worried about my grandparents, too, so that just gave me more incentive to go ... but ... yeah ...
Basically, I ... I need you to keep an eye on him for me. There's a side of him that not even he knows about and ... if it ever comes out again, a lot of people could get hurt ...
I see...Ah~ That's so romantic~ Even if it does mean you were only here for a short while...Gah, I'm already tearin up, dear. I'm gonna miss you, and our alliance won't be the same, dontcha know it? K-Keep in touch and don't break a gal's heart?
Although I'm sure RiRi-kun will miss you something terrible once you go. I mean, that's usually the case, right?
I'll totally keep in touch~ I made a bunch of great friends here, and even if I'll be far off now, I still want to keep them~
Rion ... Rion might end up throwing a party once I leave. He never really was the type to catch that someone has a thing for him. He only saw me as some sort of demon-lady.
... yeah. I guess you could say he has a bit of a ... split personality. It ... ties into his persona.
...Boys can be so dense, huh? I don't think he'd be that happy though...It seems like you've left a big impression on him, and having something like that disappear would probably leave a gaping hole in his life, you know what I mean? I'm sure he'll miss the attention anyhow.
Heheh, I don't know about him missing the attention, but I think he'll miss being able to get information about things from me~.
Well ... hmmmmm. I guess I'm going have have to just say it all in one blow ... it's going to sound really confusing and weird ...
Rion's persona awakened when he was still pretty damn young ... and when it did, he ... told me and another friend of ours that he started hearing 'Nii-san', which is ... well ... basically a voice in his head. I put one and one together pretty quick and realized that 'Nii-san' is actually his persona talking to him, but ...
... 'Nii-san' is nuts. 'Nii-san' doesn't care about life or living and has literally taking control of Rion once before and tried to make him kill himself ...
... 'Nii-san' is Shiva, a representation of the Hindu god of death. And once 'Nii-san' is in control, there's no way to break it unless Rion is either extremely focused or ... you hit him with his 'weakness'.
What? Are we talking about the same Rion here? Consella Rion? ...Because I honestly would never have even GUESSED...Sure, he's not the happiest chipmunk in the tree but...
...This sounds so serious...I mean...how bad is it?
Ah..that's right. It breaks my heart to hear something like that...But that's how the dice rolls I guess.
...I never would have guessed...He just seems so quiet all the time, but......No, he's a good guy.
...Don't worry, I'll do what I can to look out for him. Even if I got to carry ice cubes with me wherever I go, damnit. I won't let either of you dears down!
...He doesn't know though? I mean...You haven't told him?
Yeah ... Rion really is a very, very caring person. He worries about even people he doesn't get along with ... and he'd even try to help them out if he could, as long as it wouldn't hurt other people. He just ... tries to shove people away all the time because he's afraid of being used ...
Thank you so much, PenPen ... I really, really appreciate it.
... no -- please don't tell him about it either! I'm afraid of what he'd do to himself if he thought he was dangerous to people ... he acts on impulse, so if he ever thought he'd hurt someone he cares about, he'd -- ... y'know ...
...Afraid of being used, huh? ... Well I can only imagine, but he'll understand eventually that there are others willing to help him out without expecting to swap something, in due time...Hopefully.
S'what friends are for, ne?
...I suppose you're right. I mean...if I knew something like that about myself, my life would be destroyed. But it's such a terrible feeling...having to hide something that has everything to do with him. I won't...if I can help it.
I understand completely and I'm so sorry for shoving this on you ... it's really hurt me, having to act as if the only thing weird about him was the occasional talking-back-to-the-voices-in-his-head episodes ... but I'm just ... scared ...
If you do end up telling him, then please ... please keep an eye on him, or ... or ask Tsukai to keep an eye on him. Even though I'm not sure about exactly how close those two are ... I'm positive Tsukai would be willing to make sure Rion doesn't do anything stupid to himself.
It's alright, I getcha. It's good to see he has people who he can really depend on. And I'm going to try and become one of those people too...I mean, how can I not now?
I'll try not to unless I think I really have to...I could try that...But I barely know this...Tsukai, to begin with...
I seriously can't thank you enough ... j-just try not to sound overly concerned about him unless he's in a state where anyone would be ... he catches onto people's emotions directed at him really quick if there's no obvious reason for them ...
Tsukai ... he has dark blue hair that covers one eye and really long sleeves. He's also pretty damn quiet and gets scared of people easily from what I remember. Oh, and don't piss him off -- he has a gun.
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D-don't blame him for me leaving though! I'm also worried about my grandparents, too, so that just gave me more incentive to go ... but ... yeah ...
Basically, I ... I need you to keep an eye on him for me. There's a side of him that not even he knows about and ... if it ever comes out again, a lot of people could get hurt ...
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Although I'm sure RiRi-kun will miss you something terrible once you go. I mean, that's usually the case, right?
...A side of him that he doesn't even know about?
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Rion ... Rion might end up throwing a party once I leave. He never really was the type to catch that someone has a thing for him. He only saw me as some sort of demon-lady.
... yeah. I guess you could say he has a bit of a ... split personality. It ... ties into his persona.
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...Boys can be so dense, huh? I don't think he'd be that happy though...It seems like you've left a big impression on him, and having something like that disappear would probably leave a gaping hole in his life, you know what I mean? I'm sure he'll miss the attention anyhow.
...I'm not quite followin you, but go on.
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Well ... hmmmmm. I guess I'm going have have to just say it all in one blow ... it's going to sound really confusing and weird ...
Rion's persona awakened when he was still pretty damn young ... and when it did, he ... told me and another friend of ours that he started hearing 'Nii-san', which is ... well ... basically a voice in his head. I put one and one together pretty quick and realized that 'Nii-san' is actually his persona talking to him, but ...
... 'Nii-san' is nuts. 'Nii-san' doesn't care about life or living and has literally taking control of Rion once before and tried to make him kill himself ...
... 'Nii-san' is Shiva, a representation of the Hindu god of death. And once 'Nii-san' is in control, there's no way to break it unless Rion is either extremely focused or ... you hit him with his 'weakness'.
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...This sounds so serious...I mean...how bad is it?
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...I never would have guessed...He just seems so quiet all the time, but......No, he's a good guy.
...Don't worry, I'll do what I can to look out for him. Even if I got to carry ice cubes with me wherever I go, damnit. I won't let either of you dears down!
...He doesn't know though? I mean...You haven't told him?
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Thank you so much, PenPen ... I really, really appreciate it.
... no -- please don't tell him about it either! I'm afraid of what he'd do to himself if he thought he was dangerous to people ... he acts on impulse, so if he ever thought he'd hurt someone he cares about, he'd -- ... y'know ...
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S'what friends are for, ne?
...I suppose you're right. I mean...if I knew something like that about myself, my life would be destroyed. But it's such a terrible feeling...having to hide something that has everything to do with him. I won't...if I can help it.
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I understand completely and I'm so sorry for shoving this on you ... it's really hurt me, having to act as if the only thing weird about him was the occasional talking-back-to-the-voices-in-his-head episodes ... but I'm just ... scared ...
If you do end up telling him, then please ... please keep an eye on him, or ... or ask Tsukai to keep an eye on him. Even though I'm not sure about exactly how close those two are ... I'm positive Tsukai would be willing to make sure Rion doesn't do anything stupid to himself.
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I'll try not to unless I think I really have to...I could try that...But I barely know this...Tsukai, to begin with...
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Tsukai ... he has dark blue hair that covers one eye and really long sleeves. He's also pretty damn quiet and gets scared of people easily from what I remember. Oh, and don't piss him off -- he has a gun.
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