Jan 03, 2005 03:52
at 2 am i woke up because i had a very troubling and scary dream. the dream goes like this..
i am older and am engaged to this man. he has a son that isnt mine. he comes in to talk to me, with his son in his arms, and says "I saw what you were making in the garage.."
then it flashes back to me in the garage making a gravestone for him, his son, and his mother. it goes back to the original scene and he says "..i got a little worried when my mother disappeared.." and i said "dont worry, you'll see them soon.." and stabbed both him and his son.
yeah, it was a very disturbing dream. i tried to fall asleep but failed. my mom came in around 2 45 because she couldnt sleep either. i think she was trying to see if i had done my biology test, which i hadnt, but i lied to her and said i did anyway. i told her my dream. and she kept asking me if i was alright, and what was going on with lately?, and if anything was bothering me. she was worried sick about me and couldnt sleep. she looked like she was about to cry. it made me sick to my stomach. i NEVER want to make anyone feel like that EVER again..
its like 3 50 in the morning. i dont think im gunna be able to fall back asleep. school tommorrow..or today actually..