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dongbangsuju20 October 3 2009, 13:47:56 UTC
i hate being jealous

and i love you and your little 'i miss you' comment made my day like everything you write to me ♥

and i miss my friend like fucking hell much and i want to cry and my mother wants to take me in the cinema to that one fucking sad movie I wanted to watch with her but i feel like shit today and miss my friend and I would just break down and idk..
it makes me sad that I have to say no to her because we wanted to go there but i just can't today because yeah..

i miss my sister but she visits us today, so yay <3
and i love mucc's music and idc that you don't like them, because i love them like hell and had to say it to you because i want to say something to you

i miss you like hell and i hope you take care and sleep enough because i always worry about you.
i still need to send you several things and idk why i don't go to the post office.

i would give you something amazing but belial is poor and uncreative and just fail and don't have anything.
belial's heart is nothing amazing so don't think of it .. it's not worth enough

have strength and much happiness, smile lots and have fun.
i love you lots, you don't even know and maybe it's better this way ♥

(maybe i will come back when i don't feel like shit but feel like spamming you with lots of things you hopefully like ♥)

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runawayxxlovee October 4 2009, 05:17:09 UTC
what are things you're jealous of?

i should write you more comments, suddenly.

aww, i hope you feel better about your friend. you can tell yourself that you'll be able to visit her sometime? i don't even know. positive thoughts ;~; i know that doesn't help sometimes though so get your mind off things.

lol, i don't actually know who/what mucc is. but they must be pretty amazing for you to love.

i'm waiting to get stamps but i can't figure out where to buy them. i went like to the post office to get stamps once but they said they ran out. the post office ran out of stamps, wtf right?

talking to you is enough for me :D ♥

i could say the same thing for you? are you happy? healthy? i love you a whole lot too ♥~~~~~~~~~~~ x 85ur8teyu55435352. :D i hope you feel better soon. smile okay.

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dongbangsuju20 October 4 2009, 11:16:36 UTC
people..
friends of my friends because I am like that and possessive and I hate myself enough to think I don't deserve anyone and then well.. I just get jealous and hate myself more and asdhjdhf
just let's not talk about it, it's something I want to hide from everyone because it just hurt other people and it's enough that it hurts me :X

you don't have to, because I know you're busy and have friends like too many to catch up with everyone and it's enough because it makes me happy to read whatever little thing you write :D

thank you .-.
i still hope it gets better sometime... i thought it already were better but idk .-.

for me they are and I am going to concert of them in two weeks and that is one thing I even looked forward to when I went to Japan.
thank you <3~

your post office is kind of strange oO
how can it run out of stamps?! lol x-x
go to another post office? >.<
or try again in a few days/weeks?! x.x idk

/don't think so .-.
but thank you (i say so often thank you in that reply <3 because I am thankful~) ♥

happy not, healthy a bit?! idk..
trying to smile is enough?! ♥
thaaaank you <3~
love to you lots lots and more~ ♥ ♥

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