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happiness is temporary and very hard to come by. there is no such thing as a good life or a good person. in the end ou always get screwed. try as hard as you may you won't win. you can do your part, but other won't follow through with theirs. maybe that's just in my life you may think to yourself, but you're wrong. i've just come to reality. why is it that it's so easy to be "bad" and so hard to be "good"? save the planet people say, well inorder to do that we need to remove about half the population, that would mean we'd have to kill a bunch of people. my parents push me to be a national champion but if i'm failing a class they would take me out of cheerleading thus screwing the rest of my squad who would have to find someone to a job who doesn't know it as well as me and not to mention it's one of the few things that makes me happy and then forcing me to do something i already suck at doing. nothin gmakes sense in my head right now. it seems like whatever i do i'll end up miserable, so maybe i'll
there's no point in loving. everyone always says you have to love with both your mind and heart. hwo do you love wit your mind? you hear people say i with all my heart. i loved ryan, i really did but what did he do? he smashed my heart to pieces; he used me for sex. robby says he loves me but it seems like we're wanting to go to different schools, how is that gonna work out?
life is pointless and so is love.
most people surround themselves with others who make them feel good. well i know of a person who does that to an extreme. this person is talented, beautiful and smart. and everything in her life is perfect as least to her view. she receives compliments but i've never heard her give a geniuine one out. maybe its just me because i'm jealous of her and she isn't jealous of some quality that i have that she doesn't
whatever i jsut don't care anymore. no one really cares about anyone it seems. whats the point of trying so hard to do the right thing when all you're going to do is get shut down.
there's no point in loving. everyone always says you have to love with both your mind and heart. hwo do you love wit your mind? you hear people say i with all my heart. i loved ryan, i really did but what did he do? he smashed my heart to pieces; he used me for sex. robby says he loves me but it seems like we're wanting to go to different schools, how is that gonna work out?
life is pointless and so is love.
most people surround themselves with others who make them feel good. well i know of a person who does that to an extreme. this person is talented, beautiful and smart. and everything in her life is perfect as least to her view. she receives compliments but i've never heard her give a geniuine one out. maybe its just me because i'm jealous of her and she isn't jealous of some quality that i have that she doesn't
whatever i jsut don't care anymore. no one really cares about anyone it seems. whats the point of trying so hard to do the right thing when all you're going to do is get shut down.