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It was great to be feeling things and healthily expressing emotions for a bit. I have great friends. I had a rare anxiety enduced asthma bought at a point last night in which everything was going wrong, but after talking and crying and hyperventalationg for a half hour in the car, I felt better than ever and I'll say it again I feel very lucky to have the support of my friends. Later on in the night I got severly beat up and I am still in pain. my whole left side of my body is one big bruise and basically I ended up having a good night when I thought I was destined for misery.