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[runawaymk]

So I'm feeling a little better, although I'm still pretty gross, my voice shuts down on occasion and then i'll sound fine the next minute, mostly I just sound really masculine, I think it was the visit from Julia (and JR) yesterday that made me feel better today. Julia made me soup!! Haha, she is the most caring nurturing woman, she is so much more of a mother than my actual one. Yeah so she made me soup open my windows and gave me some good advice and lots of hugs and both JR and Julia insist on writing me college recommendations, so that's excellent. I have three applications partially completed with like a few things to fill in here and there, Salem State, Springfield College (heh), and Massachusetts College of Liberal Arts. I wish I wasn't so frightened to talk with Andrea. But I am, and i really need some guidance. I don't want Julia to have to be my make-shift college counselor anymore. So I was supposed to get my car inspected today... but first I decided to clean it out. It was nastly. haha, like seriously... disgusting. I found so much stuff.. but i had to throw away so much of it because it was just.. gross from.... being in that nasty car for so long. By the time i was finished I realized I have taken too long and when I got to the place there were already too many cars there. My mom has problems. bitch bitch bitch. Mike pierced his lip, it looks good. speaking of senior year... I need someone to help me out I have so many pictures online that I may or may not want to use for my senior page. however I don't have a printer to print them with. If anyone has the ability to print good quality photos that I can send you and that you can give me ASAP, that'd be great. I need the page in by November 17th, but I know that right now that is the farthest worry in my long list of things to worry about, but like, I'm already not in our class picture, I have a shitty senior picture, and I'm not in the all school photo either. I think the senior class should take a renegade field trip and take pictures in front of the russell steps for old times sake. I think I have my quote decided which is key, and i can't decide which baby picture of me is the cutest.. I may need some help with that. My mom decided to yell at me as she walks away, so I can't comprehend what she says. I can't wait to leave. goddamnit. this household is like negativity central. I reiterate I cannot WAIT to leave. Holla back.

P.S happy gayloween. I'll be homesick watching ghosthunters and infecting little children (in my neighborhood more likely scary big ethnic men, thier baby's momma and their baby)

Role with it...