tired of ppl and life
Im so sick of ppl talkin shit like they kno me ... my life is sooo shity rite now and i dont need ppl making it worse... i have the one true guy i love in Avon park youth academy ... and the day he gets out im not even gunna be here to hang out w/ him ... ill be in Mexico on a cruise... and my dad is being a dick ... and my sister is being a bitch as usual... and everything is goin terrible w/ Jahn... he listens to wut other ppl say bout me ... i HATE that in ppl ... i truely do ... it pisses me off more than anything... sumtimes i wish my life would just end already ... im not living for any reason ... im just here for ppl to talk shit bout ... no one loves me ... not even my parents ... its kinda sad... the only person that loves me is charles... but i dont think i could love him anymore after all the shit he put me through... i just want a guy that will be there 4 me and wont cheat on me ... and wont be an asshole when hes around his friends... Jahn thinks i dont like him cuz of sum reason he said but idk ... i try not to be a bitch ... i guess my sister is starting to ware off on me ... i need to stop hanging around her so much i guess... b4 i was all nice and now that im with her im a bitch ... but anyways i do like Jahn and i want everything to work out ... but idk ... maybe maybe not!!