Just...frustrated.

[runawayjeep]

I'm so...mad. I don't know what to do. I mostly just feel pretty stupid for everything. But I'd rather be feeling stupid now, and maybe forever, then feeling like I know I'd feel otherwise. If that makes sense. I feel angry, frustrated, jealous, pissed off, and....sad. It's been a long day. Yesterday was a long day. Time is dragging, it seems.

Orientation is Friday. I don't want to go. I don't want to go to KC. I don't want to do anything but get outta here.

But don't worry Chris, I'm going to KC, and buying your science book.