"Lost for you I’m so lost for you."

[runawayjeep]

I hit the update button everyday. But I always just end up closing out the box. I have stuff I need to stay, but not the LJ world. I....I honest to God just don't know anymore. Don't know what to say, what to think, what to feel...how to act like I feel. I went to the track today, thinking it would help. It kind of used to. I didn't today.

Maybe these have just been the first few days of the rest of my life. It's looking promising...

I better go take a shower. I have to work tonight.