"I never quite made it back to the one I was before."
I think this will be my calmest post in awhile. lol. I'm not really feeling angry right now, so thats a good thing. Not a whole lot has been going on really. I was rereading some of my old posts and it hit me that I've really changed. It's probably been for the worst too. I can just remember how I felt then and all the different emotions I felt and didn't feel...and then how I feel know. It's different. I never used to be an angry person. I was usually pretty calm, and the times I was angry never lasted very long, and the anger was never very drastic. But now, I can't keep my cool about a lot of stuff anymore. I get so mad about stuff. I think it's from when I used to be nice all the time. Oh well, this is probably just a phase that will pass, I'm sure.
Anyways...lol. Not much is going on. I've decided I hate the orchard. I'm not going back next year. I can't take it anymore. Patty and I were calculating how many days we have left. I think it came out to be 51ish. We both think we're going to go nuts. lol But on the other hand, I love working at DQ. Ok, maybe not love, but I like it a lot. I have so many friends that work there now. So when I'm working I'm always with a bunch of friends. Which makes it seems not so much like work. It seems like I'm seeing a lot of my friends lately, even the ones that don't work at DQ, which is cool. Although I did miss beach volleyball last night because I was with Patty. lol
I put in my application to SIUE.
There is only one area of my life I'm having problems in right now. I'm not exactly sure what is going on. But I have been doing as I've been told, so I guess that's the best I can do for now. Although the situation is kind of abnormal. Oh well, whatever I guess. That's all for now, I gotta get in the shower because I've gotta work at 2! Bye Bye!
Anyways...lol. Not much is going on. I've decided I hate the orchard. I'm not going back next year. I can't take it anymore. Patty and I were calculating how many days we have left. I think it came out to be 51ish. We both think we're going to go nuts. lol But on the other hand, I love working at DQ. Ok, maybe not love, but I like it a lot. I have so many friends that work there now. So when I'm working I'm always with a bunch of friends. Which makes it seems not so much like work. It seems like I'm seeing a lot of my friends lately, even the ones that don't work at DQ, which is cool. Although I did miss beach volleyball last night because I was with Patty. lol
I put in my application to SIUE.
There is only one area of my life I'm having problems in right now. I'm not exactly sure what is going on. But I have been doing as I've been told, so I guess that's the best I can do for now. Although the situation is kind of abnormal. Oh well, whatever I guess. That's all for now, I gotta get in the shower because I've gotta work at 2! Bye Bye!