Sex and Religion
Sex and religion man, I'm telling ya those 2 things dominate the human mind.
Out of everything going on, it seems like those are the 2 things that cause the most controversy of ANYTHING. I mean, all the social problems we're having in the world right now are based off of those two things, regardless of the instigator.
On a more personal level, let's just say those things are more important in my life right now than they should be. Well, ok not SHOULD be, but like...let's say it's just hard. Toughing it out is hard. Keeping faith--not doubting, just maintain--is hard. Keeping my head on straight is hard. Saying the right thing is hard. Doing the right thing is hard. IT'S JUST HARD.
I'm by no means complaining, just rather observing and expressing. Over the past few days I've just had so many things involving sex and religion on my mind. I won't go too indepth, mostly for time. If you wanna know more, just ask, but anyway my point is those two things are pulling at everything I do--or don't do for that matter.
I hear God coaching me in everything I do, and I know He's there no matter what. I don't doubt Him one little bit. But things don't make sense, and the outcome just isn't that obvious. I live day in and day out doing my jobs to those whom require my service, and listen to God all the while. I know He has it right and I know He'll work it out, but it just gets hard. This is more than a human mind can grasp, and I realize this. I try to keep my head on straight and go with it, but the human mind doesn't get that. My spiritual mind does, but they don't always coincide. Ah well. It's rough but whatcha gonna do? Either you do it or you don't. THere is no half way nor room for error.
Just so you even know WHY this came up:
Those 2 things have, personally, been on my mind, a lot. Basically, it's because of a lot of things with Brandon, and a lot of soul searching I've been doing. And then, once you think about, our society is so DRIVEN by those 2 things. Think about it, most of our problems are based in one of or even both of those things. They cause more problems than anything else.
I guess Im just trying to work through all of this. It's not worry or doubt, it's just hard. These 2 things really do drive people; they're important (yes sex IS important. How did you get here?).
Anywho, I have a lesson shortly...ttyl.
Out of everything going on, it seems like those are the 2 things that cause the most controversy of ANYTHING. I mean, all the social problems we're having in the world right now are based off of those two things, regardless of the instigator.
On a more personal level, let's just say those things are more important in my life right now than they should be. Well, ok not SHOULD be, but like...let's say it's just hard. Toughing it out is hard. Keeping faith--not doubting, just maintain--is hard. Keeping my head on straight is hard. Saying the right thing is hard. Doing the right thing is hard. IT'S JUST HARD.
I'm by no means complaining, just rather observing and expressing. Over the past few days I've just had so many things involving sex and religion on my mind. I won't go too indepth, mostly for time. If you wanna know more, just ask, but anyway my point is those two things are pulling at everything I do--or don't do for that matter.
I hear God coaching me in everything I do, and I know He's there no matter what. I don't doubt Him one little bit. But things don't make sense, and the outcome just isn't that obvious. I live day in and day out doing my jobs to those whom require my service, and listen to God all the while. I know He has it right and I know He'll work it out, but it just gets hard. This is more than a human mind can grasp, and I realize this. I try to keep my head on straight and go with it, but the human mind doesn't get that. My spiritual mind does, but they don't always coincide. Ah well. It's rough but whatcha gonna do? Either you do it or you don't. THere is no half way nor room for error.
Just so you even know WHY this came up:
Those 2 things have, personally, been on my mind, a lot. Basically, it's because of a lot of things with Brandon, and a lot of soul searching I've been doing. And then, once you think about, our society is so DRIVEN by those 2 things. Think about it, most of our problems are based in one of or even both of those things. They cause more problems than anything else.
I guess Im just trying to work through all of this. It's not worry or doubt, it's just hard. These 2 things really do drive people; they're important (yes sex IS important. How did you get here?).
Anywho, I have a lesson shortly...ttyl.