Nevermore
Title: Nevermore
Author: Amata le Fay
Story: Omni
Flavors: Teaberry 22 (Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing)
Toppings/Extras: None
Rating: PG
Word Count: 1201
Notes: This started as Teaberry 4 (all that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream), but due to the freaking direct quote that ended up at end, I had to change it to Teaberry 22. This is a whole chapter of my book, by the way.
Darkness surrounded her, pressing in against her skin, but somehow she knew what was around her, where she was. Inside the Omni. Of course. But it was different now, warped from its true nature, and everything was twisted into terror and nightmares. She knew this even though she couldn't see anything, or hear anything. It was all just darkness, her, knowledge, and the Machine.
And she was walking, walking down the longest corridor of her life and never stopping. There had to be an end, and she would find it. All she wanted, more than anything else, was to leave this forsaken place. But no. No, she had to find Anna, bring them both out of the depths. Anna was here somewhere. There had to be Anna, and she would find her.
“Where are you?” There was a sort of electrical, high-pitched ring in her ear, as if it were damaged. “Anna? Where are you?” Someone up ahead was saying something. Lilah moved closer to hear the words. “Anna?”
They weren't words now. They were screams.
She bolted down the hallway, feet aching as the screams only grew further out of reach. It's hopeless. Give up. No. She wouldn't. She couldn't. She turned and ran in the other direction, but the source of the sound shifted as well. Shrieks of pain that never could be reached. Shrieks that soon turned into desperate pleas, pleas for mercy, pleas for-
“LILAH! LILAH!”
Anna. The sounds of her sister's torment echoed off of the too-cold, too-metal walls and mingled with the screams to form an eerie wail. Lilah closed her eyes for only a moment, then continued down the neverending corridor. “Anna! Where are you?”
Blood was dripping at her feet. She was in another room and blood, thick and warm and wet, was pooling at her feet. Was it hers, the blood?
A man's whisper came from behind her. She turned around. He moved behind her again in the blink of an eye. They circled each other, his body just out of her line of sight, his words just out of her range of hearing. But it grew louder, slowly, and she could recognize the voice now, if not the speaker, for she somehow knew the voice was being borrowed. But by whom, and to what end, she didn't know.
The voice of her last English teacher was reciting a poem to her, or something like one. Old poetry. Dark poetry. “...istinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, and each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor...”
“Mr. Al? Mr. Al, why are you here?”
“...eagerly I wished the morrow;-vainly I had sought to borrow from my books surcease of sorrow-sorrow for the lost Lenore...”
“Who are you?”
“...for the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore-”
Crack. Lilah whirled around and saw the blood was flowing from a fountain in the center of the room. A fountain of blood.
“...nameless here for evermore...”
She moved toward the fountain only to find a body, spilling blood from everywhere. Delia, she first thought, but it wasn't Delia. She pulled back the matted blonde hair that covered the girl's face and found two hazel eyes staring back at her, dulled.
She knew those eyes.
Her voice was small and weak. “Anna? Anna, can you hear me?” The body was warm, the blood still gushing out. She had to still be alive, somehow. “Anna? Anna, it's me! Oh, God. Oh, God. What happened to you?”
She pulled her sister close to her chest. “Don't worry, we'll be safe, they'll find us here. Anna, hold on 'til then. Hold on 'til then. Can you do that for me?”
She waited with frantic heartbeats.
An eye twitched, the corner of a mouth stirred. “Anna?”
“Lilah.” The girl's hand moved up to touch Lilah's cheek and she tried to smile, but it only came out as a tortured grimace. She was in pain-she was in agony.
“Anna.” Lilah's voice caught in her throat, choking on her sister's name. Anna closed her eyes and went limp. The body melted into blood and bones and all the light in the room faded away. The invisible speaker used Anna's voice know, the voice of the dead, and whispered, raspily, so close and yet so far away. Quoth the raven-
“Nevermore.”
When she awoke, she couldn't move, only lie there on the battered couch and stare at the ceiling, the dream's last words playing over and over in her mind. Quoth the raven, nevermore. Who had said that? Who had been saying that poem, and why? Why a poem? Why that poem?
She took in a deep breath. Her eyes darted from side to side now, confirming for her what was real and what wasn't. Yes, the room was still lit by that pale blue glow. Yes, Becca was still there, still asleep on the remains of an armchair with a bloody bandage around her leg. Yes, she was safe. For now.
No, Anna was not here. No, Al Peren had not been reading poetry. No... It was a dream. That was it. There was still no way of knowing if Anna was alive, no way of knowing anything beyond right here, right now.
Is all that we see or seem but a dream within a dream?
Poe. Again. Why was she thinking about Poe? First the Raven and now this-Poe was all over her brain. Tugging at it, gnawing at it. Edgar Allan Poe. What did it mean?
What are you trying to tell me?
Lilah could stand now. She walked towards the kitchen, stepping around the hole where the metal thorn had torn through the floor. A headache split the center of her skull. She furrowed her brow. The water faucet was still working. She filled up a cup and sat at the corner table, lined with dormant gray screens and built for one. The Omni hadn't accounted for a visitor. Becca had been unexpected. Spontaneous. Becca was like that most of the time, apparently.
If she were more like Becca, would she have been able to save Anna? No, that was a stupid thought. It wasn't real. It was just a dream. Anna might not even be in here still. And there was no way to “save” her, whatever that meant, without going back in time.
Lilah placed down her glass and ran her fingers along the surface of the table. It looked all solid gray, but it still felt like grained wood.
What are you trying to tell me?
She wasn't asking just her subconscious anymore.
Fresh air, she needed fresh air. Or-space. Or something. She was suffocating in here, where the dulled screens didn't look the same way they felt. Almost like something in a dream, she thought.
And then Poe was back.
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, `Lenore!'
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, `Lenore!'
Merely this and nothing more.