"I'm guessin you can't always win..."
I am wholly ambivalent. And very possibly in Limbo.
In any event, today I had the first appointment at Kaiser in a long while. I've got another one tomorrow, this time I'm guessing for diagnosis. But hey, I get to miss 3rd period. I actually love that class, but any excuse to miss school is good enough for me. I'd really rather it be 2nd period, on account of the test I have, but oh fucking well. Don't know if I intend to study or not. I really don't know how to do any of it.
This is me .... unmotivated.
I don't want to be in love anymore. I wish I could change my mind. It's not that I'm bitter, because I'm being surprisingly honest right now, but I'm just very disappointed in myself. Why do I have to be in love with somebody so mean? He's just very bitter. And rude. And I don't know.
On a much much much happier note, the OC comes on in 8 minutes! Sorry lovers, Adam Brody is calling me...
Fucking right...
<3, <3, <3,
Pixie
In any event, today I had the first appointment at Kaiser in a long while. I've got another one tomorrow, this time I'm guessing for diagnosis. But hey, I get to miss 3rd period. I actually love that class, but any excuse to miss school is good enough for me. I'd really rather it be 2nd period, on account of the test I have, but oh fucking well. Don't know if I intend to study or not. I really don't know how to do any of it.
This is me .... unmotivated.
I don't want to be in love anymore. I wish I could change my mind. It's not that I'm bitter, because I'm being surprisingly honest right now, but I'm just very disappointed in myself. Why do I have to be in love with somebody so mean? He's just very bitter. And rude. And I don't know.
On a much much much happier note, the OC comes on in 8 minutes! Sorry lovers, Adam Brody is calling me...
Fucking right...
<3, <3, <3,
Pixie