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It's been a while from when I actually put something in in my journal, so I thought I would let you all into my pathetic life.
I have my student recital in like 2 weeks, and I'm really scared. Not for my kids, but for myself. I also have to play, and I don't wanna fuck it up, cause I seem to be good at that with performing. I have one kid, she is only 11 yrs. old, been playing for 2 yrs. and for you string players out there you'll understand this, and she is half way through Bk.5. When she told me last week how she was, I wanted to cry. When I was 11, and playing for 2 yrs, I was still in Bk. 2. It's just depressing, but I'm really proud of her. She sounds so good. Last weekend was WSMA, and I sent my first student to state! That's a big deal to me.
On a completely different note, I've had a lot of time to think about things lately. It's been a tough few weeks, but I'd like to think that in the end, it's been very productive for myself. I've been going back and reading past entries, and other peoples journals that I no longer talk to. It's interesting to see in the past you have so much impact on someone, and now you mean nothing to them. I'm not complaining, just find it interesting.
Now that I have put you all to sleep with my boring update, I will leave you to your night.
I have my student recital in like 2 weeks, and I'm really scared. Not for my kids, but for myself. I also have to play, and I don't wanna fuck it up, cause I seem to be good at that with performing. I have one kid, she is only 11 yrs. old, been playing for 2 yrs. and for you string players out there you'll understand this, and she is half way through Bk.5. When she told me last week how she was, I wanted to cry. When I was 11, and playing for 2 yrs, I was still in Bk. 2. It's just depressing, but I'm really proud of her. She sounds so good. Last weekend was WSMA, and I sent my first student to state! That's a big deal to me.
On a completely different note, I've had a lot of time to think about things lately. It's been a tough few weeks, but I'd like to think that in the end, it's been very productive for myself. I've been going back and reading past entries, and other peoples journals that I no longer talk to. It's interesting to see in the past you have so much impact on someone, and now you mean nothing to them. I'm not complaining, just find it interesting.
Now that I have put you all to sleep with my boring update, I will leave you to your night.