thanks for staying.

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so i found out about the most evil trick that was played on me and several other people. the best part about it though, is that it's just a trick. i can't be mad about the fact that it was a trick, just because of what it means that it was a trick. for the past week, i've thought my friend sam was no longer alive, today i found out that she was just in santa barbara at her dads. it wasn't sams fault that we all thought this, but all week i've definetely been very sad because she was gone. now she's back. best news ever. i found out because ryan told me she called him. i knew right then that she was ok. it was great.

it was kind of creepy though, because i've had two dreams where sam was still alive. the first she walked in a room that i was in like she was supposed to be there. then last night, i had a dream where her best friend cory called me and just kept screaming, 'she didn't' over and over again and at first i was confused, but then i got what it meant, then i woke up and today ryan told me. best thing ever.

to add to my awesome day, i beat nolan at chess twice and he's really good at chess. i mean, that was awesome plus i got to hang out with nick and nolan. good times. i have so much homework i'm supposed to be doing. ewww. whatever. i'm so happy.