track update...
okay, so i've been really stressing lately about wesco. its going to be sooo close for the team title and we need every point that we're supposed to get. so basically we all need to run our PR's or better in every race. i was really freaking out because on friday i have the mile and less than an hour later, i have the 800 finals. i'm seeded 7th in the mile and then 6th in the 800. but life is good. as it turns out, in the 800 sw girls are seeded 6th, 7th and 8th. so basically we don't lose any points even if we all run way slow, because it would just mean a change in teh order adn i'm totally cool with coming in 8th, especially becuase it means that i can put all my energy into the mile, hopefully move up a place in that and PR because it could possibly be my last 1600 that i'll run at the high school level.
okay, so that was way confusing adn it probably didn't make any sense, but the main thing is i feel a lot less pressure on me and i'm nervous but feeling more in control for tomorrow.
and on the last bit about track, i'm really getting tired of it. racing is fine, but the practices just feel so lonely. all the people i've always had at track are gone. there's no jessica, no tiffany, no karissa, and now no brenna. it feels like everybody has moved on and i'm left running for nothing. i mean i care about our wesco title A LOT and i'd love to PR again, but i just feel like i've been here too long. but i'm not goign to think about that because tomorrow i need to be READY to RACE. its going to be an amazing race, anyone who sees it will be majorly impressed with the evenness of my splits. its going to be a 78 to an 80 to an 82 to an 80 (and yes i know you're not supposed to slow down for the third lap, but i know its going to happen so i'm planning for it). so anyways, i'm excited. hopefully tomorrow will be good. i guess tho i just need to go out there and do my part and i can't control anything else.
sorry if you read that whole thing... mostly just a mess of confusing thoughts i've been having about track lately
okay, so that was way confusing adn it probably didn't make any sense, but the main thing is i feel a lot less pressure on me and i'm nervous but feeling more in control for tomorrow.
and on the last bit about track, i'm really getting tired of it. racing is fine, but the practices just feel so lonely. all the people i've always had at track are gone. there's no jessica, no tiffany, no karissa, and now no brenna. it feels like everybody has moved on and i'm left running for nothing. i mean i care about our wesco title A LOT and i'd love to PR again, but i just feel like i've been here too long. but i'm not goign to think about that because tomorrow i need to be READY to RACE. its going to be an amazing race, anyone who sees it will be majorly impressed with the evenness of my splits. its going to be a 78 to an 80 to an 82 to an 80 (and yes i know you're not supposed to slow down for the third lap, but i know its going to happen so i'm planning for it). so anyways, i'm excited. hopefully tomorrow will be good. i guess tho i just need to go out there and do my part and i can't control anything else.
sorry if you read that whole thing... mostly just a mess of confusing thoughts i've been having about track lately