Bend all your notes for me.
March 2, Howie asked me to be his girlfriend. Again.
Once before this has happened. July 11, 2003.
That date striked a match and set
the fire that would burn
for 2 years, 7 months and 19 days in the fiery pit of my heart.
Or something dramatic like that.
I am in LOVE!
Equal opposites. Symmetry... I have found it.
Or more like captured. I always knew he had it.
Through these times, denial and scandalous affairs were my friends inbetween.
Indulgement to distract. I nearly fooled myself.
I thought I could find another, but in the back of my mind the memory sat patiently.
Am I rambling? I love who I am with him.
Today he unexpectedly walked into my room. His mood was vibrant.
Mine: the opposite.
Yesterday I fell back on doubt; considering breaking up with him for no reason other than... I wanted to live without him. See if I can make it for a day. or 2. or 3.
Can I last a week?
I am scared of his power over me. I will do any thing for his sake. I believe he is perfect.
Tonight he suggested we look at our horoscopes...
Gemini Tue Mar 21: Technicolor Emotions
The Moon lights up your seventh house of marriage and partnerships, clashing with macho Mars in Gemini. Passions run high for better or for worse, so be prepared for technicolor emotions to wash over you. Even if you are calm and serene, your mate, best friend, or business partner is likely to be experiencing overwhelming feelings. You can use this energy to become closer, but handle it with care. Propitious colours are cool violet and coral. Lucky numbers are 1 and 7.
Sagittarius Tue Mar 21: Emotional Rebirth
The Moon in Sagittarius boosts your personality, giving you a sense of emotional rebirth. It will be easier to express yourself today, especially in your personal relationships. Romantic energies are hot, hot, hot! However, as the night goes on you may become a bit too intense for your own good. The approach of the adventurous Moon to potent Pluto in your sign may make your emotions seem almost overwhelming, but also bring the opportunity for personal transformation. Alluring colours are bright red and deep green. Lucky numbers are 1 and 5.
Can our horoscopes be any more perfect? Can our SIGNS be any more PERFECT?
Gemini+Sagittarius. My equal opposite :]
HE IS EVERYTHING I WANT! No more boys with missing pieces to add to my puzzle collection. I am proud. My love is proud.
Once before this has happened. July 11, 2003.
That date striked a match and set
the fire that would burn
for 2 years, 7 months and 19 days in the fiery pit of my heart.
Or something dramatic like that.
I am in LOVE!
Equal opposites. Symmetry... I have found it.
Or more like captured. I always knew he had it.
Through these times, denial and scandalous affairs were my friends inbetween.
Indulgement to distract. I nearly fooled myself.
I thought I could find another, but in the back of my mind the memory sat patiently.
Am I rambling? I love who I am with him.
Today he unexpectedly walked into my room. His mood was vibrant.
Mine: the opposite.
Yesterday I fell back on doubt; considering breaking up with him for no reason other than... I wanted to live without him. See if I can make it for a day. or 2. or 3.
Can I last a week?
I am scared of his power over me. I will do any thing for his sake. I believe he is perfect.
Tonight he suggested we look at our horoscopes...
Gemini Tue Mar 21: Technicolor Emotions
The Moon lights up your seventh house of marriage and partnerships, clashing with macho Mars in Gemini. Passions run high for better or for worse, so be prepared for technicolor emotions to wash over you. Even if you are calm and serene, your mate, best friend, or business partner is likely to be experiencing overwhelming feelings. You can use this energy to become closer, but handle it with care. Propitious colours are cool violet and coral. Lucky numbers are 1 and 7.
Sagittarius Tue Mar 21: Emotional Rebirth
The Moon in Sagittarius boosts your personality, giving you a sense of emotional rebirth. It will be easier to express yourself today, especially in your personal relationships. Romantic energies are hot, hot, hot! However, as the night goes on you may become a bit too intense for your own good. The approach of the adventurous Moon to potent Pluto in your sign may make your emotions seem almost overwhelming, but also bring the opportunity for personal transformation. Alluring colours are bright red and deep green. Lucky numbers are 1 and 5.
Can our horoscopes be any more perfect? Can our SIGNS be any more PERFECT?
Gemini+Sagittarius. My equal opposite :]
HE IS EVERYTHING I WANT! No more boys with missing pieces to add to my puzzle collection. I am proud. My love is proud.