jeg lag tuesday
i got to texas OK. it's slower here. i have a lot to think about. and i have a week and a half to do it. thank God. i have a prom date for may. which is good, but i duno... jason did good. i'm going with a good friend. it'll be kewl. exciting and all that. hmm. 'dreams of what could've been and wishes of what could still be...' rah. good thing i have a journal, otherwise i'd be absolutely crazy. college- illinois or california... summer in delaware again??? go back to illinois early or stick it out in cali? what am i doing? what do i want? what do i need? and the never answered question--- WHY. why... anything. enough rambling and not making sense for one nite.
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