Mar 02, 2006 16:53
i cant beleive it is over.
wow.
i guess there is not much to say, other then there will never be another expreience like high school running. i cant find the words to say how much it means to me. but someday i will. right now all i have to say is that i would be a completley different person if it were not for high school track. there are no ties. there are no strings. there is no defeat. and there is no win. there is nothing. there is nothing but high schoolers. out running. out competeing. out conquering something so insignificant as a track. but putting everything they have out onto that track. there are no strings. there are no ties. there is nothing there. there is nothing but you and yourself. highshcool running is nothing but small teenagers standing up to fight. fight not violently. and not for some greater cause that is unbenownst to the human mind. kids fighting for something only they know inside of themselves. there is never a winner. there is never a looser. there is nothing but this fight. it stands alone; separate from all else. nothing else matters during this fight. it is amazing. everything else goes away. and when one is working to conquer this competition with oneself alone. there is nothing stopping him. nothing.
highschool track is something that can be found nowhere else. the ability and the opportunituy to work, live, conquer, understand, and break away... is more than anything i could ever ask for.
if you are in highschool, and you do not run.. just know there is something out there that would add a completely different meaning to your life. you just need to find it. if you do not know where to turn: turn to running. it is there, and it alwas will be. dedicate yourself, work at it, and love what you do .. you will find something inside yourslef you never knew was there.
i am not finished yet. i am not done fighting.