you ever wanted something so bad? like charlie wanted the golden ticket (in charlie and the chocolate factory). lol it sucks.
god dAMN my room is a mess. i've been sleeping all day, and now i want to go back to sleep, cuz i feel like shit, but i cant, im not tired. goddd this suuuuuckssss. i wish someone was online to talk to, but theres noone worth talking to. and i cant think of anyone to call. well i can but they're all either busy, sleeping, or i just dont want to call them. hm. i hope i feel good enough to go to work tomorrow. i've had too much time to think today, ahh... im soooooo miserable, i dont know what to do with myself. theres nothing i can do, the farthest i can walk is across my room to my bed. weak.
i just remembered what i was doing on winter break last year... its amazing how much things have changed.
im so sick... today was the most depressing, lonely, miserable day, that i've had in a while.
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you can always go down town.
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tag ur it
I need a popcicle.