My secret
Most of you guys who really know me know that I am shy and very quiet. That and the fact that I don't talk about my time at the Master's School are due to a single cause. A good deal of people know this but I have never been really open with it. I have been letting this determine how I live my life, but its time I dropped the bad memories and move on to bigger and better things. I have to get this off my chest before it makes me any more reclusive, silent, shy......whatever.
My time at Masters was during the 6th grade. I had been having a great time there and I was fairly happy. On February break, my mom called me from her work. She told me that a girl whom I didn't even know had (falsly) accused me of abusing her and molesting her. I damn near passed out on the floor there due to this accusation. They hustled me out of the school without even paying attention to my side of the story. The rage in my mind started building instantly. It was after I finished getting tutored/home-schooled for the rest of the year before I decided going to TCA. There, I finally totally understood what it meant to be a Christian. I had been missing the message for all those years when it was right in front of me. However, I did not, however, let God handle the situation. I kept getting more angry at the situation..... for 2 YEARS. They did not have a shred of evidence, she never identified me by name, nor did they have a set story. They were constantly changing their story about what I did to the girl. First they said I molested her, then kicked her down. For those who know me and my soccer kicking, if I hit such a person there would be no getting up without help, yet they said she got right back up and went to class. I have taken out bigger guys and have injured them with that kick. Then they changed it to punching her, then slapping her.
After 2 years, pent up anger and fear of the false accusation putting me in a deliquent center had frayed every nerve I had in my body. One day I realized that God wanted me to trust Him with this problem. I did and I finally prayed for Him to do His Will through it. 4 days later, they finally dropped the case against me. But it still gets to me, and the remnants of that anger show through sometimes.
But it goes to show you God will answer your prayers.
My time at Masters was during the 6th grade. I had been having a great time there and I was fairly happy. On February break, my mom called me from her work. She told me that a girl whom I didn't even know had (falsly) accused me of abusing her and molesting her. I damn near passed out on the floor there due to this accusation. They hustled me out of the school without even paying attention to my side of the story. The rage in my mind started building instantly. It was after I finished getting tutored/home-schooled for the rest of the year before I decided going to TCA. There, I finally totally understood what it meant to be a Christian. I had been missing the message for all those years when it was right in front of me. However, I did not, however, let God handle the situation. I kept getting more angry at the situation..... for 2 YEARS. They did not have a shred of evidence, she never identified me by name, nor did they have a set story. They were constantly changing their story about what I did to the girl. First they said I molested her, then kicked her down. For those who know me and my soccer kicking, if I hit such a person there would be no getting up without help, yet they said she got right back up and went to class. I have taken out bigger guys and have injured them with that kick. Then they changed it to punching her, then slapping her.
After 2 years, pent up anger and fear of the false accusation putting me in a deliquent center had frayed every nerve I had in my body. One day I realized that God wanted me to trust Him with this problem. I did and I finally prayed for Him to do His Will through it. 4 days later, they finally dropped the case against me. But it still gets to me, and the remnants of that anger show through sometimes.
But it goes to show you God will answer your prayers.