I miss it...
Everyone has changed since high school has been over with. Friendships are gone, new loves have came in and the old ones out. It's truly amazing to me how different things are since school has been out. This summer we promised to make it out to be the best...and it really was. We didn't imagine saying goodbye to everyone would really mean 'goodbye'. We just thought it was a "hey we'll be seeing you" yeah, definitely hasn't turned out like that. As I'm sitting here talking to Jamey I am so thankful I am. I am so happy we remain best friends. I've been thinking so much about Nicky Wilkerson and how she told me before she left for college (a 25 minute drive to Grand Valley mind you) she doesn't want us to not be friends. She still wants me to call her all the time, she wants to be filled in on everything and she wants me at Grand valley every weekend...i can honestly say I haven't talked to Nicky in over a month, and haven't seen her in about 2. I've lost a best friend. There are more. Jessica Dibble and I rarely talk...a few problems occured...but before that we never used to talk. Not just girls. I never see the guys either. half of them go to MCC...I guess I am just getting kicked in the face by reality once again. Life isn't what you are going to imagine it to be, so deal with what you've got I guess. So right now, I'm having a blast with my closer friends...this is all coming to mind to because me being the young one, people know my birthday...in 11 days...how many of my friends will even tell me happy birthday? I don't know...I just miss our Senior year and how close we all were.
To all of you seniors...stay close with your friends. Cherish them with everything. I definitely feel like I've lost some of my best friends and it is one of the hardest things to deal with...
I'M STILL HERE GIRLS! JUST REMEMBER THAT!
"Drink until you die bitches!"