Aug 02, 2005 18:47
nothing has been happening in the sad life of me. because frankly i dont have true friends anymore any fucking time i try and trust somebody it stabs in the back so from now im i dont trust any fucking body. oh well. i wont have a best friend, i will have close friends. and i dont want sympathy on this entry either because im not writing it to get any from anybody because to be honest with everyone i could care less about what is said about me. what rumors are going around about me today. it doesnt matter because i live in a town full of people without a life and have nothing to do but start shit about other people to try to make there day a little bit happier but deep down they know they are fucking pitiful and dont have a gods hope in being happy. so. here it goes. i hate most people right now and if i like you then feel special about it because im tired of being treated like shit and treating all my friends like the world evaulves around them. well hunny it doesnt and i can be a bitch too trust me most of yall have seen it. so fuck most of you to the other couple i love yall and im glad i can say your my friend because if it werent for you i wouldnt be happy. and trust me im happier now then i was last year because im more relaxed and i say what i want and dont give a shit who i offend at least im saying it right? so im sorry if this offends anyone. actually im not because you need to hear the truth on my feelings on these little situations.
and trust me people i got the message a long time ago..
im a bitch.