My Next Move...
okay so i cant take being in Frankfort anymore. its just not my place to be and its not where i belong. i stayed for all the wrong reasons and for now im stuck but that will change. i cant go anywhere until August because of my lease in my apartment but im looking to go. i have an idea of where i wanna go and im leaning toward it heavily.
so now i have to simply plan on it going down. im saving money and looking into places to live. im not going where some may want me to go but atleast im going. im pretty sure i wont spend my life where i go for now but its a start and its more than some. ive been sheltered way too long in life and i need to go and find out who i am and where i belong. it may disappoint some but im not here to meet anyone's approval, im here to do what's right for me. for once in my life.
i like to work but i realize that im not ready to start my career yet. there is so much i have yet to do before i settle down into the life of a cubicle junkie. so instead of abusing my hard earned degree im going to work my ass off until 2007 and then break my foot off in the work force. i'll be a good little button pusher when im good and ready. im getting older but i am by no means old and i want to live before i begin dying.
i knwo this is another one of my random anger/fed up posts but im running on lack of sleep (which i plan on getting soon). i realize how unhappy i am so im doing something about it now instead of griping to all of you about it. if anyone gets a whim and wants to join me in my reach for independence then get at me.
but for now this is E-Fo signing off. until i post again.
so now i have to simply plan on it going down. im saving money and looking into places to live. im not going where some may want me to go but atleast im going. im pretty sure i wont spend my life where i go for now but its a start and its more than some. ive been sheltered way too long in life and i need to go and find out who i am and where i belong. it may disappoint some but im not here to meet anyone's approval, im here to do what's right for me. for once in my life.
i like to work but i realize that im not ready to start my career yet. there is so much i have yet to do before i settle down into the life of a cubicle junkie. so instead of abusing my hard earned degree im going to work my ass off until 2007 and then break my foot off in the work force. i'll be a good little button pusher when im good and ready. im getting older but i am by no means old and i want to live before i begin dying.
i knwo this is another one of my random anger/fed up posts but im running on lack of sleep (which i plan on getting soon). i realize how unhappy i am so im doing something about it now instead of griping to all of you about it. if anyone gets a whim and wants to join me in my reach for independence then get at me.
but for now this is E-Fo signing off. until i post again.