How Sweet It Is To Be Loved By You...
okay just throwing in some James Taylor there to get the mood started with this post.
so i have this new person in my life, an amazing person who completely rocks my world. take your best relationship you've ever had (romantic or not) and multiply it by 10, yes by 10! thats what i feel when i'm with her and when i talk to her and when i talk about her. she amazes me people! now now i know most of you are screaming "dear lord here she goes falling in love again", but i haven't at least not to the point where i am willing to admit such a thing. i refuse to rush this no matter how good it is, no matter how incredible she is.
i was talking to a friend the other day about everything that has been going on with Subject K and i honestly couldnt stop smiling or being all giddy. i mean how else are you supposed to feel when your significant other's roommates give you hugs and tell you thank you for making their roommate happy. i could feel kinda scared like "oh god not another crazy" or i could feel like i do right now and thats all warm and cuddly inside. this girl makes me nervous, excited, scared, and loved all at the same time. how is it that you can know of someone for a year and never give something like this a second thought, but when you do and you spend just 3 weeks with this person you feel for then what it took you almost 3 months to feel for the last great love of your life. its so insane, all i want to do is spend time with her and just take it all in. a really great friend once said "just ride the wave" and i am, i dont know where its going to take me but im riding it for all its worth. but if i really wanted to be honest with you all... if it came down to it i would definitely say the words that i know are too early to say right now. so im holding back til the right time.
*SIGH*
but on to other things. who's doing what this halloween? cuz E-Fo has a full schedule of party party party Rocky Horror/Thriller and party. now where the parties are i dont know because none of you have told me so let me know and i will roll through mos def, but Rocky is guranteed, so be there!
i'm outta here guys. hope all is well with you all. oh and to support Shane...
CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE!
so i have this new person in my life, an amazing person who completely rocks my world. take your best relationship you've ever had (romantic or not) and multiply it by 10, yes by 10! thats what i feel when i'm with her and when i talk to her and when i talk about her. she amazes me people! now now i know most of you are screaming "dear lord here she goes falling in love again", but i haven't at least not to the point where i am willing to admit such a thing. i refuse to rush this no matter how good it is, no matter how incredible she is.
i was talking to a friend the other day about everything that has been going on with Subject K and i honestly couldnt stop smiling or being all giddy. i mean how else are you supposed to feel when your significant other's roommates give you hugs and tell you thank you for making their roommate happy. i could feel kinda scared like "oh god not another crazy" or i could feel like i do right now and thats all warm and cuddly inside. this girl makes me nervous, excited, scared, and loved all at the same time. how is it that you can know of someone for a year and never give something like this a second thought, but when you do and you spend just 3 weeks with this person you feel for then what it took you almost 3 months to feel for the last great love of your life. its so insane, all i want to do is spend time with her and just take it all in. a really great friend once said "just ride the wave" and i am, i dont know where its going to take me but im riding it for all its worth. but if i really wanted to be honest with you all... if it came down to it i would definitely say the words that i know are too early to say right now. so im holding back til the right time.
*SIGH*
but on to other things. who's doing what this halloween? cuz E-Fo has a full schedule of party party party Rocky Horror/Thriller and party. now where the parties are i dont know because none of you have told me so let me know and i will roll through mos def, but Rocky is guranteed, so be there!
i'm outta here guys. hope all is well with you all. oh and to support Shane...
CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE! CHASE!