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I love you more then anything he said while I sat there, crying the hardest I ever had cried before, while hugging him up against my car...
All I kept saying aloud was Brandon this is a dream! It has to be! You didn't do thiis! You didn't hurt me like this! This can't be happening
It was just so odd... Why'd he do that?
Nate I'm sorry for doing this more then anything he said while crying just as hard as me...
But this is best for you... I haven't been the person you thought I was... And for that I'm sorry for..
It ended with him pulling away from while hugging him hard... and begging and begging for a second chance at things... Begging him saying I had forgiven him for what he had done to me... Even though I had done nothing, I still felt as if it was my fault... The horrible way he took all the love I had ever had for a person and destroyed it... Stamped it, and returned it to it's sender...
I woke up this morning with that past memory, being relived while I slept....
Any ambitions I've had since then have quickly started to cease...I didn't get the promotion, and now, I didn't get the job I worked so hard for with Sprint... They kept me there for two hours interviewing me... I felt I had it... They asked for some extra copys of my resume, because more then one account was open that they wanted me to "Work on". And I think a lot of this has to do with the executive I know that well.. Doesn't like me. She's called me names to my co-workers, and has singled me out on more then one occasion...
Even the best fall down sometime...
All I kept saying aloud was Brandon this is a dream! It has to be! You didn't do thiis! You didn't hurt me like this! This can't be happening
It was just so odd... Why'd he do that?
Nate I'm sorry for doing this more then anything he said while crying just as hard as me...
But this is best for you... I haven't been the person you thought I was... And for that I'm sorry for..
It ended with him pulling away from while hugging him hard... and begging and begging for a second chance at things... Begging him saying I had forgiven him for what he had done to me... Even though I had done nothing, I still felt as if it was my fault... The horrible way he took all the love I had ever had for a person and destroyed it... Stamped it, and returned it to it's sender...
I woke up this morning with that past memory, being relived while I slept....
Any ambitions I've had since then have quickly started to cease...I didn't get the promotion, and now, I didn't get the job I worked so hard for with Sprint... They kept me there for two hours interviewing me... I felt I had it... They asked for some extra copys of my resume, because more then one account was open that they wanted me to "Work on". And I think a lot of this has to do with the executive I know that well.. Doesn't like me. She's called me names to my co-workers, and has singled me out on more then one occasion...
Even the best fall down sometime...