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I'm so worried.....
I don't know if I'm going to be able to fight any battles that come my way...
Like I'm horrified to even get into an argumentw/ anyone... I'm afraid I'll like collapse or something...
Why am I like this suddenly?
Wtf is going on, and why am I so scared of everything... Like no not the paranoia scared...
The scared feeling of anything going wrong...
I have that weird awkward feeling that sticks in my gut....
The one that makes me feel scared, and weak....
I'm scared... And week... And for once in my life...
I'm on the verge of mental breakdown....
The breakdown where I scream... Go crazy... Cry for hours... and just vanish until I feel like being seen again... If I feel like being seen again...
I'm trapped...
I don't know if I'm going to be able to fight any battles that come my way...
Like I'm horrified to even get into an argumentw/ anyone... I'm afraid I'll like collapse or something...
Why am I like this suddenly?
Wtf is going on, and why am I so scared of everything... Like no not the paranoia scared...
The scared feeling of anything going wrong...
I have that weird awkward feeling that sticks in my gut....
The one that makes me feel scared, and weak....
I'm scared... And week... And for once in my life...
I'm on the verge of mental breakdown....
The breakdown where I scream... Go crazy... Cry for hours... and just vanish until I feel like being seen again... If I feel like being seen again...
I'm trapped...