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How is everyone!!! God I haven't posted in forever well.. A real entry at least! Ok so yeah, I'm doing good! Broke.. But I'm good... Money won't let me get me...! Life is kickin my ass... But it's just the little lessons I'm learning along the way so once again it's not that big of a problem!
I helped Cody Bluesept22 get an apartment a couple weeks ago or something I can't even remember when.. So that was like a non highlight or something... I wish that kid and I were close but he's Cody... His own perosn filled with individulaity.... So no point... He means well though I think? I dunno... In other news.. Megan bothers the shit out of me because she never seems to know how to just be one person, and not 12 at once... And thinks everything runs on "Megan Time" and has no common sense... I love the girl to death.. Can't deny that... Pshhh I'd still give her the world if I could... But for now, I want to stay away... I've met a lot of people over the last couple weeks.. I'm really interested to see how this new chapter in life plays out... I think of it as a cliff hanger that gets straightened out in the end... I've always said I'm impossible to get rid off....
Lately I've been talking to this guy Jimmie who I actually knew awhile back but he was one of those twits that hurt me or whatever when he um, slept w/ someone close to me? Oh well... I'm over it.. And it's a different (Non-Naive) Jimmie.. God I wonder if I even spelt that word right! But yeah... I think things are gettin stirred up w/ him and I.. (Hopefully?)
You know who I thought about at random the other day too?!? My first boyfriends Mom... I swear to God this lady is sooooooo pretty and I saw some lady that looked JUST like her the other day and like I was so tempted to talk to her but then I realized she only spoke Chinese so it wasn't her lol
I walked out of one of my jobs (K-Mart).. I got sick of stupid shit they pulled.. So I just left :) NEVER to be heard from again!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA (Evil Laugh) And I started my new job with Mosaic Sales Solutions.. AMAZING company.. I love it.... I dont' think I could ask for more...
My mom and I are BEST friends now... It's so hard to explain... Last weekend, I had two rough nights in a row, and it was like so awesome... I just came home and talked to her about them.. ANd on Saturday, we just sat outside on the grass lying down talking about how much her life has changed and how much my life has changed and how proud of me she is... For those of you who know my mom... This was someothing completely different.... It was just amazing...
Mothers Day.. It was Breakfast in Bed for mother! And she smiled and thanked me for it :) I'm so glad to have her as a friend and mom now.. It's been a long ride to get here....
I spoke to Josh finally for the first time in like ever on line the other day... I really miss the kid.. Just, I've been so fucking busy lately!!! (I haven't forgot about you Josh!!! _Josh_ I have more time now since I quit K-Mart so I can see you finally!!!
OH and I've taken an obsession to Emojack's journal... It's like a teens life summed up so nicely.. AND HES AUSSIE!! How great is that? Lol
I decided to break up with Tom... Couldnt' handle dating someone who never had time to see me... I didnt' mind not being able to see him much but he never called... So eh.. That's done...That doesn't mean I dont' miss him though... I defintely miss his smile... It was adorable...
What else..... School's out June 4th and I have like 4 months worth of Work to due still and turn in lol....
My drug habit is under control! I told Mother about it heh.. So I have a specialist I see now at Kaiser who just like talks to me about it and shit.. It's pretty cool... I didnt' realize how bad things were till ... You know what I'll explain that story some other time... It's definitely a Friends Only (Filtered) post...
Hm.. OHHHH And my dad! That guy .. Heh.. Ya know one day he's up on cloud 9, the next he's not... He loses money as quick as he makes it.. But that's also another story for a later time....
The Willaim Hennesy School of Journalism is having a rep come to my house to meet my mom and I hah.. How wack is that? He's flying in, coming here, and we're supposed to have "Din Din with the family" as I've dubbed it.. Which will include my immeadiate available family which is my sister and bro and my dad... So this will be interesting.. Then he's leaving right afterwords... So wtf.. Come in for 8 hours then leave .. I feel sooo VIP'ish!!!
I saw my old friend Pat Stasko.. I was happy...
And yeah.. .That's about it...
Lifes Amazing everyone... Enjoy it!!! Even your hardships are peculiar in some way!!!
How is everyone!!! God I haven't posted in forever well.. A real entry at least! Ok so yeah, I'm doing good! Broke.. But I'm good... Money won't let me get me...! Life is kickin my ass... But it's just the little lessons I'm learning along the way so once again it's not that big of a problem!
I helped Cody Bluesept22 get an apartment a couple weeks ago or something I can't even remember when.. So that was like a non highlight or something... I wish that kid and I were close but he's Cody... His own perosn filled with individulaity.... So no point... He means well though I think? I dunno... In other news.. Megan bothers the shit out of me because she never seems to know how to just be one person, and not 12 at once... And thinks everything runs on "Megan Time" and has no common sense... I love the girl to death.. Can't deny that... Pshhh I'd still give her the world if I could... But for now, I want to stay away... I've met a lot of people over the last couple weeks.. I'm really interested to see how this new chapter in life plays out... I think of it as a cliff hanger that gets straightened out in the end... I've always said I'm impossible to get rid off....
Lately I've been talking to this guy Jimmie who I actually knew awhile back but he was one of those twits that hurt me or whatever when he um, slept w/ someone close to me? Oh well... I'm over it.. And it's a different (Non-Naive) Jimmie.. God I wonder if I even spelt that word right! But yeah... I think things are gettin stirred up w/ him and I.. (Hopefully?)
You know who I thought about at random the other day too?!? My first boyfriends Mom... I swear to God this lady is sooooooo pretty and I saw some lady that looked JUST like her the other day and like I was so tempted to talk to her but then I realized she only spoke Chinese so it wasn't her lol
I walked out of one of my jobs (K-Mart).. I got sick of stupid shit they pulled.. So I just left :) NEVER to be heard from again!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA (Evil Laugh) And I started my new job with Mosaic Sales Solutions.. AMAZING company.. I love it.... I dont' think I could ask for more...
My mom and I are BEST friends now... It's so hard to explain... Last weekend, I had two rough nights in a row, and it was like so awesome... I just came home and talked to her about them.. ANd on Saturday, we just sat outside on the grass lying down talking about how much her life has changed and how much my life has changed and how proud of me she is... For those of you who know my mom... This was someothing completely different.... It was just amazing...
Mothers Day.. It was Breakfast in Bed for mother! And she smiled and thanked me for it :) I'm so glad to have her as a friend and mom now.. It's been a long ride to get here....
I spoke to Josh finally for the first time in like ever on line the other day... I really miss the kid.. Just, I've been so fucking busy lately!!! (I haven't forgot about you Josh!!! _Josh_ I have more time now since I quit K-Mart so I can see you finally!!!
OH and I've taken an obsession to Emojack's journal... It's like a teens life summed up so nicely.. AND HES AUSSIE!! How great is that? Lol
I decided to break up with Tom... Couldnt' handle dating someone who never had time to see me... I didnt' mind not being able to see him much but he never called... So eh.. That's done...That doesn't mean I dont' miss him though... I defintely miss his smile... It was adorable...
What else..... School's out June 4th and I have like 4 months worth of Work to due still and turn in lol....
My drug habit is under control! I told Mother about it heh.. So I have a specialist I see now at Kaiser who just like talks to me about it and shit.. It's pretty cool... I didnt' realize how bad things were till ... You know what I'll explain that story some other time... It's definitely a Friends Only (Filtered) post...
Hm.. OHHHH And my dad! That guy .. Heh.. Ya know one day he's up on cloud 9, the next he's not... He loses money as quick as he makes it.. But that's also another story for a later time....
The Willaim Hennesy School of Journalism is having a rep come to my house to meet my mom and I hah.. How wack is that? He's flying in, coming here, and we're supposed to have "Din Din with the family" as I've dubbed it.. Which will include my immeadiate available family which is my sister and bro and my dad... So this will be interesting.. Then he's leaving right afterwords... So wtf.. Come in for 8 hours then leave .. I feel sooo VIP'ish!!!
I saw my old friend Pat Stasko.. I was happy...
And yeah.. .That's about it...
Lifes Amazing everyone... Enjoy it!!! Even your hardships are peculiar in some way!!!