pft.
gah. i've got tons of schoolwork to do and christmas (un?)vacation is about to end. >_<
i'm such a lazy ass! *slaps self*
well...i have started with some of them, yet wasn't able to finish ANY of them. <-- i'm so lame even at consoling myself. -_-
darn it. i kept reminding myself to finish everything just before new year's day (so that i can at least enjoy myself and relax before school starts again. which is btw on dec. 4). rar. but no matter how i tried....
I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND ANY MOTIVATION!!! (serenity is my name. and cramming is my game.)
nooooooo!!!! ineedtochange.ineedtochange.ineedtochange.idesperatelyneedtochange. (it's for my own good anyway.)
*sobsobsob* why is it so hard for me? i used to enjoy this before. but now...why can't i just seem to find the muse to get myself doing the things i need to do?!?
the hell with all those requirements. (why do we need assignments anyway? anyone out there please enlighten me.).
argh. i'm acting like some grade-schooler. but i just...
...argh. don't seem to know what to do.
rumiko_serenity wishes to die. >_< wishes to disappear from this world.