Aug 13, 2008 14:45
I only have two weeks until I'm back in New York and I am finally at peace. Everything cleared up with Pat. I've just kind of learned to let little things go and not dwell on them so much, and I can tell how much this is positively impacting my relationship. He is so much happier and I love seeing that. I'm ready to take on new classes and a new job back at school but I am going to miss summer terribly. I've grown so used to seeing him everyday and getting to sleep side by side every night and I am going to miss it. It's not gone forever though. I just need to get back to school and work hard so that I can one day make those moments happen everyday. Maddie is coming to visit me tomorrow in Jacksonville!!! I'm so excited to see her and show her around town. Cheers.