(no subject)
On Saturday Feb. 25, what would have been Jason's 8mnth bday, my Aunt Mashelle passed away at Mercy Hospital. This is the third person I have lost this month. I break down almost everyday. Today was the worst b/c for some reason I just couldnt stop crying. Tomorrow is the funeral and I just really dont want to go. Im tired, emotionally and physically. I just dont know how Im holding on. Thanks to Lizz I have at least some sanity. She came over today b/c I needed her. I love having a friend like her. I know the rest of you have your own lives and shit to deal with but honestly think about ur life....is it all that bad? Or is it just bad b/c you think it is and ur spoiled and dont get everything you want? Or is it just bad b/c you made it that way yourself??
Im going back to my counselor b/c I know I need pills to help me get thru this. Its so hard being home. Everything feels so empty now and it hurts more and more each day. I hate it....
Im going back to my counselor b/c I know I need pills to help me get thru this. Its so hard being home. Everything feels so empty now and it hurts more and more each day. I hate it....