Ok, I'm just going to spill out all my feelings now before i explode.
Today felt weird. I feel weird. I've changed, I don't know if anyone's noticed it, but I've changed. I really badly want everything to go back to the way it used to be. Y'know, like summer? When we would all meet at WHSmith then go straight to the hill! I miss it so much! I love everything the way it is now, but i want it to be like it was at summer to, if any of this makes sense! Yes, I have made some amazing friends sinse then, but i still want the summer of 2004 back!!
Everything inside me's changed too. The way I act, its so totally different. My head seems really fucked up compared to summer, where my head was actually kinda half way sane believe it or not. Now, I actually think I've gone insane! I swear, I'm telling the truth, I wouldnt say this if I was lying. I wouldn't lie about sometihng like this. Most of you know me well enough to know that.
The only thing that's keeping me sane is my friends. I love you guys all so much.
OK, i dont have a clue why i just said all that, but its how i feel.
*love and peace* xxx <3