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well, tomorrow is my birthday.
i don't really care.
shit just isn't the same, and it isn't the way i feel like it should be. it's the day before my birthday, and i'm in a terrible fucking mood. i have my first day of class on my birthday, which inevitably makes everything suck dick that much harder, and shit just blows in general.
i've realized that i possess no skill at anything i do, whatsoever. nothing. riding bikes, nope. filming, nope. living life, nope. no skill at all. i can't do a fucking thing right, and that upsets me. i've rode bikes for like 3 years now, and umm, well, let's see, i can do like six things. woo. yeah. six. fuck that. i'd rather not do any of them.
fuck shit piss.
i just need a god damn break. for real. i need to get the fuck out of here.
i don't really care.
shit just isn't the same, and it isn't the way i feel like it should be. it's the day before my birthday, and i'm in a terrible fucking mood. i have my first day of class on my birthday, which inevitably makes everything suck dick that much harder, and shit just blows in general.
i've realized that i possess no skill at anything i do, whatsoever. nothing. riding bikes, nope. filming, nope. living life, nope. no skill at all. i can't do a fucking thing right, and that upsets me. i've rode bikes for like 3 years now, and umm, well, let's see, i can do like six things. woo. yeah. six. fuck that. i'd rather not do any of them.
fuck shit piss.
i just need a god damn break. for real. i need to get the fuck out of here.