Nov 08, 2005 13:25
I've said it a million times before, but this is it I am done. People all my life have told me don't associate with people who bring you down. And 95% of the time you do that just that. I am sick of riding your roller coaster. Can't I do anything without getting a snide comment from the peanut gallery? You obviously aren't a friend, and you have no intention on being one. You don't call me, you don't ask me how I am. The only association we have is on here or in a bar. Fooled myself into thinking because at one time I thought you were something special that what we have now is a friendship. I am not going to go out of my way to ignore you, but I am not going to go out of my way to acknowledge you. I wish you would realize that tearing into my life isn't "helping" me as much as it is hurting me. I am sorry I ever tried. Go ahead dub me mellow dramatic, dub me immature, tell me I need to grow up, tell me you are just keeping it real. Keeping it real doesn't always = being mean. You don't want to feel emotions and I have to many.
I am done