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May 13, 2005 15:51

Hey guys,

Look, yesterday I was pissed. I hope it didn't make anyone mad, b/c thats not what I wanted, I just wanted all yall to know how I feel. Now I'm not pissed anymore, I'm just depressed, and I've realized something, I over reacted, a lot of you are REALLY nice to me, and going off like that on you guys was wrong. However, there are a hand-full of you who are really mean to me, not the least of which being the anonymous person that left me a not-so-nice reply on my last entry, (I'm pretty sure I know who you are, and keep in mind, respecting people = not making fun of them all the time, so if you would stop making fun of me at school I would really appreciate it).

But on a lighter note I wasen't as mad today, just depressed. I mean, today was an okay day, i spent AP Euro playing Boggle (sp?) and Scrabble with three of the funniest and funnest people I know; Becky, Joya, and Alyse. I lost every game terribly, but we had so much fun it didn't matter. Then I went to choir where Nozot managed to make me depressed again. Then lunch where I stared into the window the whole time and left early b/c no one was talking to me. Then I went to Hon. Chem. where I found out that Megan lied to Anya and I about turning in our lab. But, Rozelle said we could turn it in later and besides, Anya and I had a lot of fun not understanding the stuff we had to do. Then I went to our little meeting spot where everyone, minus Larissa, completely pretended like I was invisible. So, that was my day, not great but not terrible either. Welp, now I'm going to go to my newly discovered relaxing place, because I definitely need it right now.

Eric
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