holy shit i suck

[rulistenin14]

so apparently i suck. I haven't updated my story in forever even though i promised i would. RL sucks, I mean I really hate my job and i am only good enough to be a janitor around there, i don't even want to talk about it cause it just makes me cry. this is the first big holiday without my mom, and frankly if i could just sleep through it that would be super duper.

I have pics of the baby that i will post

jen is making dinner, i am scared.