My First ever entry
Heya There!
My names Kim but everyone calls me Kimmy. Im here in my massage class right now righting up an essay for my Reflexology tutor but I would much rather be down in the canteen right now having a chat with the other girls in my class. I haven't seen most of them since friday last week and ive been pretty bored over the weekend. I just fell out with the guy I knew was my first love. When I first met him he said that he did really like me. He was always holding my hand and hugging me. I spent a whole year waiting for him to have enough courage to go out with me only to find that he no longer liked me the way he did before.
Anyway I finally asked what his feelings where for me and he basically shouted at me and Ive had word wars with him over email ever since. I would have been fine just being his friend but he went around telling me no in the total wrong way. He said that now we can never be just friends cus he messed it up but he was just too full of himself to admit that it was him that had messed it up. I cried when i got the email from him telling me no. it wasn't the being told no that made me cry it was just the way that he said it. it was as if he hated my guts and that i was so stupid for asking that question. but just tell me. do you hold the hand of a person who is just your mate and is of the opposite sex? no? i didn't think so.
I can now say that Ive had my heart well and truly broken for the first time.....and ill tell you wot....it feels pretty good :P
Lots of Love
Kimmy
My names Kim but everyone calls me Kimmy. Im here in my massage class right now righting up an essay for my Reflexology tutor but I would much rather be down in the canteen right now having a chat with the other girls in my class. I haven't seen most of them since friday last week and ive been pretty bored over the weekend. I just fell out with the guy I knew was my first love. When I first met him he said that he did really like me. He was always holding my hand and hugging me. I spent a whole year waiting for him to have enough courage to go out with me only to find that he no longer liked me the way he did before.
Anyway I finally asked what his feelings where for me and he basically shouted at me and Ive had word wars with him over email ever since. I would have been fine just being his friend but he went around telling me no in the total wrong way. He said that now we can never be just friends cus he messed it up but he was just too full of himself to admit that it was him that had messed it up. I cried when i got the email from him telling me no. it wasn't the being told no that made me cry it was just the way that he said it. it was as if he hated my guts and that i was so stupid for asking that question. but just tell me. do you hold the hand of a person who is just your mate and is of the opposite sex? no? i didn't think so.
I can now say that Ive had my heart well and truly broken for the first time.....and ill tell you wot....it feels pretty good :P
Lots of Love
Kimmy