A brief stop, a rediscovery.
So, here I am again. Have been taking a break from twitter and tumblr for a few days, trying to focus more on my exam materials. I admit I had been dreading this, studying for the exam which will determine if I get to graduate this month and have my graduation ceremony next month...
But the more I read the books, the more I make notes, the more I answer the questions, the more I feel like I don't have enough time. But talking with my friends who have graduated, they said that's just how everyone had felt.
Looking at it in a more positive way, I feel like I'm beginning to rediscover what have been keeping me going on in this major, the curiosity, the desire to know more, which had been forgotten or maybe focused on other things for this past couple of years.
On the other hand, studying about everything once again makes me miss so many people. I have been missing my university friends so much, both those who spent nearly three years in Jogja and those who spent the year in Tokyo with me. And, funny enough, what I have been missing the most these days is the time we spent studying and discussing for exams or assignments, when it was the time I thought I hated the most.
For more trivial notes, I have been really anxious about the problem with my Tokyo Dome DVD, though I do think it might be better for me to get or watch it after the exam, so I've been trying to ignore mostly everything people say about Gaze. It's really hard, I tell you. *laughs* But the caps Alana took were awesome, as well as their new look for VORTEX. <3
Well, I think I've rambled enough, I'll get back to my books and cookies. Later~
But the more I read the books, the more I make notes, the more I answer the questions, the more I feel like I don't have enough time. But talking with my friends who have graduated, they said that's just how everyone had felt.
Looking at it in a more positive way, I feel like I'm beginning to rediscover what have been keeping me going on in this major, the curiosity, the desire to know more, which had been forgotten or maybe focused on other things for this past couple of years.
On the other hand, studying about everything once again makes me miss so many people. I have been missing my university friends so much, both those who spent nearly three years in Jogja and those who spent the year in Tokyo with me. And, funny enough, what I have been missing the most these days is the time we spent studying and discussing for exams or assignments, when it was the time I thought I hated the most.
For more trivial notes, I have been really anxious about the problem with my Tokyo Dome DVD, though I do think it might be better for me to get or watch it after the exam, so I've been trying to ignore mostly everything people say about Gaze. It's really hard, I tell you. *laughs* But the caps Alana took were awesome, as well as their new look for VORTEX. <3
Well, I think I've rambled enough, I'll get back to my books and cookies. Later~