[Fanfic] Only You
Title: Only You
Type: Drabble
Author: Me ^~^
Fandom: Hey!Say!JUMP
Pairing(s): InooBu (Yabu Kota & Inoo Kei [yeahy!! 2nd InooBu centred yo! ^O^V] )
Genre(s): Romance, angst
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I don't own them ..but they own my heart ^-^
Summary: Kei is completely lost.. in everything. And he can't figure out how to break free from the sadness. But when Yabu finally confronts him.. will he find his answer? (gawd.. I'm getting worse and worse in writing summaries.. >.> CX)
Notes: Another angsty~ hahhaa >u< gomen ne.. lately i've been in an angsty mood.. hope you don't mind and that you guys still enjoy this!~ *prays* CX
Only You
So it is a tough world. Huh, now I know.
..Actually, maybe it's not the world. Maybe I'm the one with the problem.
I try my best, you know.. But apparently it's not enough for people to notice and appreciate it.
It's me and I don't try hard enough. It's me and I'm a disappointment.
But.. It's just so complicated. Life.
I'm lost..
"Kei.." Yabu finally found him. He climbed up the steps to the roof where he spotted the other was sitting. I've been looking for you. "You okay?"
The younger just shifted his head slightly to face him, his expression merely being seen as the moon's light ray was their only source of light. "Yabu." Kei said plainly. It was the only reply he could make.
His mind was still filled with deep thoughts that he couldn't take much notice of the older's movements. Even as Yabu sat down beside him, brushing their shoulders lightly.
"The stars are so beautiful ne.. Shining brightly up in the dark night sky." The bareness in his voice, and the clear blankess on his face, only made Yabu feel as much pain as Kei.
Kei.. what's wrong? Please tell me.
I really want to know, but.. if you can't speak about it then, it's okay. I understand.
But.. It still pains me you know. You've been like this for the past few days. Depressed, sad.. Sometimes I can't even tell because your expression fails to show.
It's like your hiding.. Better yet, fading.
Fading away.. from me.
Without the need of thinking twice, Yabu wrapped his arms around Kei. He didn't care how stiff the other one was, he just continued to squeezed tighter, fighting the teardrops forming in his eyes, from rolling down his face.
"Kei, please don't be like this anymore.." Seeing you.. like you're almost dead.. Do you know how much it breaks my heart? "I know it hurts.. but, I want you to return to your normal self again." He put his hands on either side of the younger's cheeks, then gently turned them so that their eyes were leveled.
Yabu's eyes showed his sincerety and pure love, looking into the other's innocent ones. "Kei.. I want you to know, whatever it is that you're going through.. Whatever it is that's bothering you.. I'll always be here. Even if you don't need me, I'll be here.. For you. Support you, be behind you all the way, protect you.. love you. Remember. Always.." Yabu cursed as he felt a trail of liquid flow down his cold cheek. The teardrop escaped.. "So, please.. Don't be like this anymore. It only hurts the both of us.."
Kei finally blinked, and that's when the unexpected droplets of water came trickling down his face.
In only a while, his arms found themselves around Yabu's neck, his hands locking tightly on his elbows as he pulled himself closer.
How could I have been so blind? All this time I thought I was the only one suffering.. I didn't notice I was putting the one I love in pain.
Soon, Yabu felt the dampness on his right shoulder, as the younger's tears continued to gush from his eyes. "G-Gomen.. Gomen ne.. Yabu. Gomen.."
Now, Kei was sure.
"Only you." Yabu pressed their foreheads together, before he continued to speak. He could feel the happiness.. in both of them. "I love you, Kei."
At last, Kei has finally understood. Understood it all.
I've just realized..
It may be a tough world, and I might be the one with the problem but, in the end it doesn't really matter.. Because I know you're here.
I do try my best.. and I don't care if other people don't notice or appreciate it. I only need you to take notice of my efforts, and that's all that matters.
Life is complicated.. but we'll go through it's hardships together. We'll face it all.. together.
And.. Now I know I'll never be lost. Because I have you.
The light that guides me through the darkness of this world..
"Only you, Yabu. I love you."
One-shot End
~*~
I know, I know.. very complicated and hard to understand.. it's because as I was writing, the emotions just kept flowing in, that I might've just written it like only how I would understand it.. CX gomen! but in someway I still hope you got what happened~ >v< Thank you for reading & i hope you enjoyed!!~ ^-^ *hugs*
Type: Drabble
Author: Me ^~^
Fandom: Hey!Say!JUMP
Pairing(s): InooBu (Yabu Kota & Inoo Kei [yeahy!! 2nd InooBu centred yo! ^O^V] )
Genre(s): Romance, angst
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I don't own them ..but they own my heart ^-^
Summary: Kei is completely lost.. in everything. And he can't figure out how to break free from the sadness. But when Yabu finally confronts him.. will he find his answer? (gawd.. I'm getting worse and worse in writing summaries.. >.> CX)
Notes: Another angsty~ hahhaa >u< gomen ne.. lately i've been in an angsty mood.. hope you don't mind and that you guys still enjoy this!~ *prays* CX
Only You
So it is a tough world. Huh, now I know.
..Actually, maybe it's not the world. Maybe I'm the one with the problem.
I try my best, you know.. But apparently it's not enough for people to notice and appreciate it.
It's me and I don't try hard enough. It's me and I'm a disappointment.
But.. It's just so complicated. Life.
I'm lost..
"Kei.." Yabu finally found him. He climbed up the steps to the roof where he spotted the other was sitting. I've been looking for you. "You okay?"
The younger just shifted his head slightly to face him, his expression merely being seen as the moon's light ray was their only source of light. "Yabu." Kei said plainly. It was the only reply he could make.
His mind was still filled with deep thoughts that he couldn't take much notice of the older's movements. Even as Yabu sat down beside him, brushing their shoulders lightly.
"The stars are so beautiful ne.. Shining brightly up in the dark night sky." The bareness in his voice, and the clear blankess on his face, only made Yabu feel as much pain as Kei.
Kei.. what's wrong? Please tell me.
I really want to know, but.. if you can't speak about it then, it's okay. I understand.
But.. It still pains me you know. You've been like this for the past few days. Depressed, sad.. Sometimes I can't even tell because your expression fails to show.
It's like your hiding.. Better yet, fading.
Fading away.. from me.
Without the need of thinking twice, Yabu wrapped his arms around Kei. He didn't care how stiff the other one was, he just continued to squeezed tighter, fighting the teardrops forming in his eyes, from rolling down his face.
"Kei, please don't be like this anymore.." Seeing you.. like you're almost dead.. Do you know how much it breaks my heart? "I know it hurts.. but, I want you to return to your normal self again." He put his hands on either side of the younger's cheeks, then gently turned them so that their eyes were leveled.
Yabu's eyes showed his sincerety and pure love, looking into the other's innocent ones. "Kei.. I want you to know, whatever it is that you're going through.. Whatever it is that's bothering you.. I'll always be here. Even if you don't need me, I'll be here.. For you. Support you, be behind you all the way, protect you.. love you. Remember. Always.." Yabu cursed as he felt a trail of liquid flow down his cold cheek. The teardrop escaped.. "So, please.. Don't be like this anymore. It only hurts the both of us.."
Kei finally blinked, and that's when the unexpected droplets of water came trickling down his face.
In only a while, his arms found themselves around Yabu's neck, his hands locking tightly on his elbows as he pulled himself closer.
How could I have been so blind? All this time I thought I was the only one suffering.. I didn't notice I was putting the one I love in pain.
Soon, Yabu felt the dampness on his right shoulder, as the younger's tears continued to gush from his eyes. "G-Gomen.. Gomen ne.. Yabu. Gomen.."
Now, Kei was sure.
"Only you." Yabu pressed their foreheads together, before he continued to speak. He could feel the happiness.. in both of them. "I love you, Kei."
At last, Kei has finally understood. Understood it all.
I've just realized..
It may be a tough world, and I might be the one with the problem but, in the end it doesn't really matter.. Because I know you're here.
I do try my best.. and I don't care if other people don't notice or appreciate it. I only need you to take notice of my efforts, and that's all that matters.
Life is complicated.. but we'll go through it's hardships together. We'll face it all.. together.
And.. Now I know I'll never be lost. Because I have you.
The light that guides me through the darkness of this world..
"Only you, Yabu. I love you."
One-shot End
~*~
I know, I know.. very complicated and hard to understand.. it's because as I was writing, the emotions just kept flowing in, that I might've just written it like only how I would understand it.. CX gomen! but in someway I still hope you got what happened~ >v< Thank you for reading & i hope you enjoyed!!~ ^-^ *hugs*