Feb 18, 2008 15:44
I'm so tired.
Tired of getting pushed around and dragged apart by people to do/design things.
Tired of having to feel ignored by friends who I thought treasured their friends.
Tired of having to feel upset because of friends who forgot that I was once part of them, even though we've been through situations.
Tired of using up so much energy to be critical about different groups of people in school.
Tired of not knowing how to feel about adulthood, about past friendships and about future relationships.
Tired of being treated like a commodity.
Tired of hearing myself.
But in spite of everything, I know God is in control. I pray that I am weak, so that He can be strong through me.
Even when I don't feel him, I know He's there.
Even when I don't hear him, I know He's there.
Even when I don't see him, I know He's there.
He's been there for me through every situation in the past, and I know He'll continue to be there for me till eternity.