There's nothing else to talk about
School is finally over for this day. It was awful, I didn't like it much. At first I had human rights which was quite interesting and nice, I really liked it. We talked about what human rights are and it was delightful to see that our teacher really knew what she was teaching. On the course we're going to look deeper on different kinds of human rights and we won't have a exam - we're going to do a report and the subject is 'Human rights' (hah, isn't it obvious?). I'm going to do about North Korea or Sudan, not sure yet. I thought gay rights but I've done so many works about gay rights (last year I did works/essays about next subjects: 'Gay rights in Islamic Egypt", 'Homosexuality in Hollywood from 1920 to 2006' and 'Homosexuliaty and Ethics'). So this time I'm avoiding the gay subject but who knows what I'm going to do.
After human rights I had Rome-course and it was quite amusing, I didn't do much and I chatted with Laura and Hanna even though Laura was sitting next to me. I've to do somekind of essay about Rome or Italy and I don't have any clue what I'd like to do. Abortion would be quite interesting but it's hard to find information about abortion in Italy and I don't have much of basic info - it's always much easier to do a work if you've some basic info at start.
The third class was Europe and European Union and it was fun though somebody thought that Russia is a part of EU and Denmark is in Baltia. The group was quite stupid (I'm not even narssistic about this); people said that there are 25 million people in Germany, someone didn't know the capital of Greece, someone put the flag of Hungary on Italy and so on and I felt annoyed. They made also small mistakes (UK is was one of the founders of EU, no it wasn't) and it annoyed me more. And God help the girl who said that in Sweden's population is around two or three million. Dude, Sweden is your neighbour, you should know Sweden's population!
And I've to make a oral examination about Belgium's politics and country's sitution in EU with a girl who talked first time with me today. It's akward to do a work with someone who you don't know but we got along and she was friendly and nice and she is even on Human Rights! Actually I have not done any significant work with my friends, everytime with some stranger and usually I've done all work. Luckily I've always had A on those courses.
The last class course was a history/art-course named Europe's robbery and truth to be told it was awful, hideous and stressful. I thought that we would read about history and art but as usual there's something more. We have a trip to Lohja and Turku and we'll be two days out of school and it oddly that doesn't feel good. Museums and those are not quite for me and I don't enjoy much of guidance in different places. The trip isn't so awful that I'd drop out but there is a another thing - we really are making art and not drawing or painting... I'm not sure how you say it in English (edit: It's clay) but it's awful, mud and everything and I don't enjoy it at all. I really got depressed when I even tried to play with clay and it made me sick. For a long time I hadn't been so down and it sucked my all energy.
I've to say tomorrow if I'm continuing the course or not and I don't know what to do. Making art of clay doesn't really help me and our course is focusing on the Middle Ages and Finland and it doesn't awake any happiness on me. Päivärinta (history teacher) is nice and I'm sure I'd get a lot of his classes but the another teacher isn't so helpful and she is teaching us art. The third reason why I woudn't like to continue the course is that I won't get A from this course, I'm sure about it. Today's class was so horrible and I'm sure it won't be better on the next classes when we're going to continue our clay-thingie. And the trip to middle of nowhere...
I'm quite sure that I'll quit the Europe's robbery but first I've to talk with Päivärinta, see if I can only be in the history classes because they will be interesting. I won't get any mark on my report if I don't do the art part of the course but it woudn't bother me.
And there some odd feeling in me. It's like that I am not if I even want to go to Swaziland anymore. It's like I don't want to left Laura and Hanna because they are one of the best things what happened to me last year and because of them I wasn't bitter about Kallio. Always when I make friends I move somewhere else. Always; when I change my school the old friends are in past and they're not coming with me to future.
Feeling sad.
After human rights I had Rome-course and it was quite amusing, I didn't do much and I chatted with Laura and Hanna even though Laura was sitting next to me. I've to do somekind of essay about Rome or Italy and I don't have any clue what I'd like to do. Abortion would be quite interesting but it's hard to find information about abortion in Italy and I don't have much of basic info - it's always much easier to do a work if you've some basic info at start.
The third class was Europe and European Union and it was fun though somebody thought that Russia is a part of EU and Denmark is in Baltia. The group was quite stupid (I'm not even narssistic about this); people said that there are 25 million people in Germany, someone didn't know the capital of Greece, someone put the flag of Hungary on Italy and so on and I felt annoyed. They made also small mistakes (UK is was one of the founders of EU, no it wasn't) and it annoyed me more. And God help the girl who said that in Sweden's population is around two or three million. Dude, Sweden is your neighbour, you should know Sweden's population!
And I've to make a oral examination about Belgium's politics and country's sitution in EU with a girl who talked first time with me today. It's akward to do a work with someone who you don't know but we got along and she was friendly and nice and she is even on Human Rights! Actually I have not done any significant work with my friends, everytime with some stranger and usually I've done all work. Luckily I've always had A on those courses.
The last class course was a history/art-course named Europe's robbery and truth to be told it was awful, hideous and stressful. I thought that we would read about history and art but as usual there's something more. We have a trip to Lohja and Turku and we'll be two days out of school and it oddly that doesn't feel good. Museums and those are not quite for me and I don't enjoy much of guidance in different places. The trip isn't so awful that I'd drop out but there is a another thing - we really are making art and not drawing or painting... I'm not sure how you say it in English (edit: It's clay) but it's awful, mud and everything and I don't enjoy it at all. I really got depressed when I even tried to play with clay and it made me sick. For a long time I hadn't been so down and it sucked my all energy.
I've to say tomorrow if I'm continuing the course or not and I don't know what to do. Making art of clay doesn't really help me and our course is focusing on the Middle Ages and Finland and it doesn't awake any happiness on me. Päivärinta (history teacher) is nice and I'm sure I'd get a lot of his classes but the another teacher isn't so helpful and she is teaching us art. The third reason why I woudn't like to continue the course is that I won't get A from this course, I'm sure about it. Today's class was so horrible and I'm sure it won't be better on the next classes when we're going to continue our clay-thingie. And the trip to middle of nowhere...
I'm quite sure that I'll quit the Europe's robbery but first I've to talk with Päivärinta, see if I can only be in the history classes because they will be interesting. I won't get any mark on my report if I don't do the art part of the course but it woudn't bother me.
And there some odd feeling in me. It's like that I am not if I even want to go to Swaziland anymore. It's like I don't want to left Laura and Hanna because they are one of the best things what happened to me last year and because of them I wasn't bitter about Kallio. Always when I make friends I move somewhere else. Always; when I change my school the old friends are in past and they're not coming with me to future.
Feeling sad.