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i'm in etna right now, taking a break after doing 4 friggin loads of wood. I have to say that i am amazed sometimes at how fast things can change without me even realizing. Today i sat down in my explorer to pay it a little visit and let it know i still loved it, and i found alot of things that brought back memories. some distant memories (i drove that beast for more than 5 years) and some not even two months old. a couple of them nearly brought me to tears and just made me think alot about people i have loved, people i used to know who are gone now.. so many people...
but moreso the things i found reminded me of a certain night here a couple of months ago (most of you were here and doubtless remember it as well as i) I miss those of us who are no longer around, and i fear they never knew how i cared for them.
I think the last time i was truely scared was when ron wrecked his car, and when i found him on the scene i had tears on my face that i couldn't contain and i just hugged him and repeated. "you're ok, you're ok."
so many people come and go, they're usually gone before i even know what's happening. For some reason it seems to be all i can think about today.
i hope everyone who reads this, weather they're close, far, or gone knows how much i care for them. especially anyone who's been in that explorer with me.
but moreso the things i found reminded me of a certain night here a couple of months ago (most of you were here and doubtless remember it as well as i) I miss those of us who are no longer around, and i fear they never knew how i cared for them.
I think the last time i was truely scared was when ron wrecked his car, and when i found him on the scene i had tears on my face that i couldn't contain and i just hugged him and repeated. "you're ok, you're ok."
so many people come and go, they're usually gone before i even know what's happening. For some reason it seems to be all i can think about today.
i hope everyone who reads this, weather they're close, far, or gone knows how much i care for them. especially anyone who's been in that explorer with me.