End in Grey

[ruinondd]

Don't pull me back in
Closer to the skin
Again another piece of living flame
Tryin to make things right, for another
Holding your own hand
Burn out on your own, maybe in ashes you can understand
Still waiting for disaster

Afraid of the future before the dreams ever began
I can still see you there waiting
Erasing memories of times not grey
Lead to self deception, convinced I'm not falling
But theres no way up high to see
Now I beg you please, go away unseen
The dreams can stop torturing me
And false scenes of joy can fade down
Still waiting for disaster

Now I have to admit, I'd take anything past this point
Of color tints that fade back to grey
Go away, come away
Lost causes keeping hope alive
Bringing me down No
Don't walk away
Hate me just break me
Or please take me away
Anything that doesn't end in grey