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Bah, one is bored at home with nothing to do. And is aggravated. One, nelsons recent behavior has been down right to everybody and has been pissing me off. .............grrrrrrrrrr
And i havent seen dani in almost a week, and i wont see her for at least another day. And we havent actually gone anywhere in like 2 weeks, except twice and both times were so she could make sure nelson was fucking alright cause of his stupid ass getting kicked out. But she has had time to wait around to see bob who blew her off one day and she was to pissed at him to hang out with me. Very next time she goes and hangs out with bob so again i dont see her because of him and he pisses her off again. wtf. Last nite she was sleeping so i went and drunk loki with paul, come home and she called around 10, but when i call her back its to late to hang out. And today she calls me and of course when i finally might be able to see her she decides to spend tonite with chris. And she has a doctors appointment on fri and has to do something so she cant hang out then either. It's starting to piss me off and make me think im not so important to her. Shit i work 10-11 hr days and then go over to her house till 2 or 3am all the time and lose tons of sleep to see her. Am i just a placeholder till she finds someone better? Hell shes actually gone Out to hang out with 2 of her ex boyfriends more than she has me. Fuck. Oh, did i mention how much more affectionate she gets when we are around nelson? Or how we've been dating more than a month and we still havent kissed. And for a little perspective on that she and nelson were sleeping together before they ever went out. And please tell me if you think im a little off base here. Shit bout the only reason i ever post on these damn things is to get peoples opinions, not that i usually get any. Im probably gonna get drunk at the party tommorow and wouldnt be suprised if i pissed some people off cause ive been in a particaly nice fuck you and the horse you rode in on mood lately. Lol i made sarah sweep and mop up the mess she made on the sidewalk today at work. Ijit broke a bottle of pucker out there. And now i think im being somewhat random. whatever. So who wants to sponsor johns always pending breakdown?
And i havent seen dani in almost a week, and i wont see her for at least another day. And we havent actually gone anywhere in like 2 weeks, except twice and both times were so she could make sure nelson was fucking alright cause of his stupid ass getting kicked out. But she has had time to wait around to see bob who blew her off one day and she was to pissed at him to hang out with me. Very next time she goes and hangs out with bob so again i dont see her because of him and he pisses her off again. wtf. Last nite she was sleeping so i went and drunk loki with paul, come home and she called around 10, but when i call her back its to late to hang out. And today she calls me and of course when i finally might be able to see her she decides to spend tonite with chris. And she has a doctors appointment on fri and has to do something so she cant hang out then either. It's starting to piss me off and make me think im not so important to her. Shit i work 10-11 hr days and then go over to her house till 2 or 3am all the time and lose tons of sleep to see her. Am i just a placeholder till she finds someone better? Hell shes actually gone Out to hang out with 2 of her ex boyfriends more than she has me. Fuck. Oh, did i mention how much more affectionate she gets when we are around nelson? Or how we've been dating more than a month and we still havent kissed. And for a little perspective on that she and nelson were sleeping together before they ever went out. And please tell me if you think im a little off base here. Shit bout the only reason i ever post on these damn things is to get peoples opinions, not that i usually get any. Im probably gonna get drunk at the party tommorow and wouldnt be suprised if i pissed some people off cause ive been in a particaly nice fuck you and the horse you rode in on mood lately. Lol i made sarah sweep and mop up the mess she made on the sidewalk today at work. Ijit broke a bottle of pucker out there. And now i think im being somewhat random. whatever. So who wants to sponsor johns always pending breakdown?