Wow!!!!!!
So.... I guess most of my friends know by now, and now it's time for the rest of the world to hear it:
Myla and I are having a baby!
She's due at the end of September. I am simultaneously ecstatic, worried, and scared out of my freakin' MIND. But mostly ecstatic. :-)
Yes, we've only been together for about 4 months, yes I'm still living at home, and yes.... we are both insane for going through with this. But we've talked about it and talked about it, and our first thought was not to have it. But the more we thought about it, the more I realized that this is what I was meant for. I've spent 26 years looking for a purpose, some motivational factor to get me up and on my way. My future was always so murky. But I think about Myla, Myself, and Baby living together, and it seems so clear and bright. How will we do it? I'm glad you asked!
Sarah and Jeremy are moving out of their gorgeous two bedroom apartment in June. It's affordable, in a good spot, and nice and quiet. My new permanent job has a set schedule with weekends off, and a mind-blowing benefits package which will cover a domestic partner (Myla) and a dependant (Baby.) I'm making a good amount of money, and Myla's gonna do what she can to work at least part time for extra income. I am totally under the belief that we can do this. And besides that.... I'M GONNA BE A DAD! Just thinking about it makes me smile like a goon! And I couldn't think of a better mom than Myla. This is it. And I can't wait for it all to come together.
So, I guess this Journal's gonna take a different swing now. What better place to recount everything that happens? ANd now I have something to talk about, for once! ;-)
More later! I'm off to sleep!
Myla and I are having a baby!
She's due at the end of September. I am simultaneously ecstatic, worried, and scared out of my freakin' MIND. But mostly ecstatic. :-)
Yes, we've only been together for about 4 months, yes I'm still living at home, and yes.... we are both insane for going through with this. But we've talked about it and talked about it, and our first thought was not to have it. But the more we thought about it, the more I realized that this is what I was meant for. I've spent 26 years looking for a purpose, some motivational factor to get me up and on my way. My future was always so murky. But I think about Myla, Myself, and Baby living together, and it seems so clear and bright. How will we do it? I'm glad you asked!
Sarah and Jeremy are moving out of their gorgeous two bedroom apartment in June. It's affordable, in a good spot, and nice and quiet. My new permanent job has a set schedule with weekends off, and a mind-blowing benefits package which will cover a domestic partner (Myla) and a dependant (Baby.) I'm making a good amount of money, and Myla's gonna do what she can to work at least part time for extra income. I am totally under the belief that we can do this. And besides that.... I'M GONNA BE A DAD! Just thinking about it makes me smile like a goon! And I couldn't think of a better mom than Myla. This is it. And I can't wait for it all to come together.
So, I guess this Journal's gonna take a different swing now. What better place to recount everything that happens? ANd now I have something to talk about, for once! ;-)
More later! I'm off to sleep!