I know this is counter productive - but here is a rant.
Wake Up - Can you hear me? You're so cleaver, did you find me? In the backroom, in your closet, in your suitcase, there's no running, I will find you. Like the glacier, cuts the seabed, leaving canyons, in your cheekbones, passing through you, in the shadows, scenes undo you...
Cut Your Ribbon... As it follows you, everything, everything, how can you sleep at night?
As it falls apart, everything, everything, how can you sleep at night?
Face it - Can you hear it? Violation, you'll remember, It's all harmless, incidental, disengaging, these thoughts break you. Conscious, vicious, it has found you, monovision, synapse fails you. Frequent syndrome, stings and burns through, monovision, this dilutes you.
Cut Your Ribbon... As it follows you, everything, everything, how can you sleep at night?
As it falls apart, everything, everything, how can you sleep at night?
Cut Your Ribbon... As it follows you, everything, everything, how can you sleep at night?
As it falls apart, everything, everything, how can you sleep at night?
Can... you escape... These motives?
Can... you escape... These motives?
Can... you escape... These motives?
Cut Your Ribbon... As it follows you, everything, everything, how can you sleep at night?
As it falls apart, everything, everything, how can you sleep at night?
I know this is counter productive as previously stated, but I feel like I need to vent.
I was told on Sunday that Rob wasn't quite that interested in working at Price Rite - but that's not a big deal. The big deal is that I have invested time planning, working on ways to cover for myself and find a way to survive under a deal that I was told to be happening in 2 weeks to 3 months... Well, here's the thing, we're a month in, and no word on anything from Rob. Nor has there been any contact - not that I even have a way to get a hold of him.
I am just feeling aggravated and I wish things would just hurry up... Or, if this is the way it is going to end, then I just want closure and a sure-fire "no" from Rob. I hate this waiting on the sidelines bullshit for the plan to catch-up to me. Also, if I don't inherit this route, then I am going to work solo. I can't build a business from the ground up with someone else's creative input... As far as I can tell, if things don't go my way on this, they won't go at all. I am not saying this to say I am not interested in this deal anymore - it's just that I am frustrated that I am broke and I know I could do better.
I should stop watching movies like Fight Club. They're the reasons that I am sick of the typical corporate bullshit. Who determined 8 - 5 were good hours, anyways? I want to work when I want, in what clothes I decide upon and on my own terms. I don't care if I have to work 70 hours a week to do-so, I just want it done. I would gladly give-up my freetime for a life that I am in control of.
Well, that's all for now.