my heart was totaled.

[ruinedcourtyard]

ughhh.
whats new?
i fucking.
fucked myself again.
lost.
my best friend.
this weeknd.
and.
i'm afraid.
i just cant.
find myself.
in someone else.

you know when.
you almost.
cry.
and you squint your.
eyes real hard.
to hold.
it in.
and it tickles.
your nose.
real bad?

i felt that all.
fucking day.
long.
on and off.
well gotta.
move.
to the next.
so who is it, whos.
the next?
i hope it's.
the last.

fuck emotion.
fuck drugs.
fuck school.
fuck alcohol.
fuck drugs.
fuck coke.
fuck coke.
fuck coke.
fuck insomia.
fuck eating disorders.
fuck coke.