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[ruin_it_no_more]

Dude no one comments on my shit anymore...lol. But seriously like ummm I don't know. I completely forgot. I'm soo fucking mad at David. He had NO right to tell Jason or ANYONE that. I trusted to tell him because I want to stop, but Ashley is right once a cutter always a cutter. Fuck. No matter what you'll always have the urge to do it, no matter how happy you are when things get slightly fucked up you'll always come back to the same solution. I've been trying so hard to stop, I've stopped for 2 or 3 months and then someone like Robbie happens and it's fucked again. I swear to god. Robbie's calling again, my mom cussed him out and told him not to call my house again, well you know he's came over so often when no one's home and waited for me he knows when I'm home and when my mom isn't so he fucking calls still. He is fucking annoying as fuck and he has all his stupid fucking "friends" fucking with me. That's a lot of fuck's on one sentence or 2. He must be REALLY desperate to like stalk me...ME of all people. There is nothing special about me. Anyway, I want to go to school tomorrow/today whatever cause I need to talk to Jeremy about stuff. I don't know whether to forgive David or not, he's one of my best friends well he was...and I don't know damn. Later my skaters

I love you Mario

LUV urs truly,
CaSsEy