wow, it's been a long time
hmm, so it's only been about 6 months since i last posted on here :) it's funny to read something from that long ago. i wasn't very happy back then in december! things are going really well though. i just had a really great birthday last week. i think birthday 23 was a success! i still love my job, even though the state is making all these crazy changes that are really annoying, starting july 1. i really love that i'm getting a bonus check this friday for the end of the fiscal year and i'm up for a raise at my one year evaluation next month. i really like money. ha ha. i've started looking around for cars. i think i'm going to be buying one in the next month or so. my bonus check (that i totally wasn't expecting) really moved that whole "saving money for a down payment" thing right along. i'm pretty excited for a new car, though i will miss my george. he's been good to me :)
everything else is going well. i seem to be so busy during the week and then the weekends just fly by. yesterday was the first saturday i have been at my own house in the last 2 to 3 months. geez. no wonder i've been so exhausted! charles will be here in 9 days, so i am definitely counting down to that, especially since he has my birthday present with him!! ha ha. of course i'm really excited to see him as well!!
i spent a lot of time with my nephew in the last few days and with kaylee the whole weekend before that. i'm still going back and forth on if i'm ever going to have kids. i really love those two (and am so excited to meet the 2 new ones on the way!), but i just don't know if i can handle how much work they are...whew, they are exhausting. when i think about all the diapers and feeding and tantrums, i think "definitely not." then like yesterday i was laying on the bed with evan and we were forehead to forehead and gives me a huge smile and a kiss and i'm like "ok, that was pretty darn sweet." or last weekend when kaylee was sleepy and crawled in my lap, with her face in my neck. how do you not love that? i just don't know. my babies are too sweet i guess :)
ok, i'm starting to ramble so i guess i should start my day. i signed online and was wondering why no one was on aim...then i was like "oh yea, only i am awake at 9 a.m. on a sunday." i think it's charlie's biggest pleasure in life to wake me up early on the weekends. well, off to shower and meet michella for lunch!!
everything else is going well. i seem to be so busy during the week and then the weekends just fly by. yesterday was the first saturday i have been at my own house in the last 2 to 3 months. geez. no wonder i've been so exhausted! charles will be here in 9 days, so i am definitely counting down to that, especially since he has my birthday present with him!! ha ha. of course i'm really excited to see him as well!!
i spent a lot of time with my nephew in the last few days and with kaylee the whole weekend before that. i'm still going back and forth on if i'm ever going to have kids. i really love those two (and am so excited to meet the 2 new ones on the way!), but i just don't know if i can handle how much work they are...whew, they are exhausting. when i think about all the diapers and feeding and tantrums, i think "definitely not." then like yesterday i was laying on the bed with evan and we were forehead to forehead and gives me a huge smile and a kiss and i'm like "ok, that was pretty darn sweet." or last weekend when kaylee was sleepy and crawled in my lap, with her face in my neck. how do you not love that? i just don't know. my babies are too sweet i guess :)
ok, i'm starting to ramble so i guess i should start my day. i signed online and was wondering why no one was on aim...then i was like "oh yea, only i am awake at 9 a.m. on a sunday." i think it's charlie's biggest pleasure in life to wake me up early on the weekends. well, off to shower and meet michella for lunch!!