Feb 25, 2016 01:13
I seem to get qualifiably and mysteriously sick in hoycreek that I haven't notice anywhere else. Of course the doctors can find nothing wrong. Not that they're looking too hard. Irregularities in menstrual activities become the new norm. IBS symptoms with the same illogical lack of pattern about once every ten-day. But I think it may be that I am no longer able to have certain raw seafoods. I have noticed this lately. Scallops and salmon in particular I think. Need to pull self together and go see someone.
Been tired, unqualifiably so. My body wants to sleep 16, 20 hours a day. My mind alternates between raging ragged ends and dead apathy. Am finding little joy or interest in anything. I am not alarmed. This vantage is familiar. We've been here before. Hello, old friend, my only true constant. Here, someone makes a joke about how the sheer fact of you being "employed" (as opposed to contracted I suppose) makes you miserable. It -is- kind of funny.